The testimony of Paul
[Acts 21:37–22:21]
Have you ever heard the testimony
of Elder President Myung-bak Lee? ‘TV
Testimony: Elder Myung-bak Lee's Perspective' (Internet): 'I have come here
today in the capacity of a church elder. I would like to confess something before you. In truth, there is much lacking in my ability
to testify about my faith. I want to say
that I am here because of our mother. ...' As he begins to speak, sharing his testimony,
he says, 'Our mother used to kneel down with all six brothers every morning at
4 a.m. and pray. When it was 4 a.m., she
would pray, and then she would go out again for morning prayer. She would come back and go out for her daily
routines. Even though it was tough, she never missed a day. Our mother's prayers were always the same. She thanked God and prayed for the stability
of the country. When I was young, I
didn't understand my mother's prayers. She prayed for those who did not believe in
Jesus, and then she prayed for the brothers.' I think our mother's prayers were great. We
need to pray for those who do not believe in Jesus.
We have already meditated on how
Satan, using Jews from Asia, manipulated the situation to bind Paul in 'Paul's
Bond in Asia.' After a brief review, (1)
they incited people by making baseless false accusations against Paul, causing
a 'commotion' among the men in the courtyard of the temple. (2) The Jews from Asia, together with agitated
Jewish men, eventually caused 'uproar' within the Jerusalem temple, creating a
disturbance. (3) We learned that Satan's
strategy involved spreading malicious rumors. (4) The crowds 'persecuted' Paul. Eventually, following the commander's orders,
Paul attempted to enter the Roman garrison camp. At that moment, while Paul was conversing with
the commander (v. 37), he was about to be killed (v. 32) by the Jewish mob
seeking his death (v. 36). He requested
permission to speak to the Jewish crowd so that he could explain himself (v. 39).
The commander granted Paul's request,
and as a result, Paul spoke to the crowd in Hebrew, directly addressing them (v.
40). Paul's speech was, in essence, his
testimony.
Therefore, today, I want to
meditate on Paul's testimony based on Acts 21:37-22:29, divided into three
parts under the title “The Testimony of Paul.” I hope and pray that by listening to Paul's
testimony today, you and I will have the opportunity to accept Jesus as our
Savior, receive forgiveness of sins, and obtain eternal life.
First, the first part of Paul's testimony is ‘Before Meeting Jesus’ (Acts
22:3-5).
In the first part of Paul's
testimony, he explained to the Jewish crowd who he used to be in the past in
four ways.
(1)
Paul revealed
that he was a Jew and a citizen of Tarsus in Cilicia (v. 3).
Emphasizing that he was a Jew like the gathered crowd, he
mentioned that he was not from a small town but was born in Tarsus in Cilicia. At that time, Tarsus was a significant city,
and during the Roman Empire, it served as the political capital of the region
of Cilicia and Asia Minor. Tarsus was
also a city at the center of scholarship and culture in the Hellenistic and
Roman periods, alongside Athens and Alexandria. Paul had reasons to take pride in this
background.
(2)
Paul stated that
he grew up in Jerusalem (v. 3).
Although Paul was born in Tarsus, he highlighted that he
received his education in Jerusalem, emphasizing his identity as a zealous Jew
(one who served God through the Law). Jerusalem
was important for Jews then and now, and by saying he grew up there, Paul
emphasized his significance as someone who valued Jerusalem just like the
Jewish crowd listening to him.
(3)
Paul said that he
was thoroughly educated in the strict manner of the Law of his ancestors
according to the school of Gamaliel (v. 3).
At that time, Gamaliel was a respected figure representing
the Hillel school, one of the two major schools of thought in Judaism (Yoo). In the culture of Gamaliel, Paul stated that
he received a rigorous education in the Law according to the tradition of the
Pharisees. Paul identified himself as a
Pharisee concerning the Law (Phil. 3:5).
(4)
Paul stated that,
like the zealous Jews devoted to the collected laws of Moses, he was also
"a person zealous for God" (Acts 22:3).
To what extent he was zealous, Paul (Saul) mentioned that
he persecuted Christians, going so far as to kill them, and had both men and
women believers arrested and thrown into prison (v. 4). Paul, who was fervent for the laws of Moses,
went to Damascus, bound the Christians there, and brought them to Jerusalem
with the intention of punishing them. He
was someone who was fervent for the laws of Moses, as demonstrated by his
actions. He described himself as
"advancing in Judaism beyond many of my own age among my people, so
extremely zealous was I for the traditions of my fathers" (Phil. 3:6). He declared, "And the chief priests and
the whole council of elders can bear me witness" (Acts 22:5).
Paul's confession about his past,
before meeting Jesus, can be summarized in one sentence: he acknowledges that,
just like the zealous Jews devoted to the collected laws of Moses who sought to
kill him, he also used to be like that in the past. The narrative of his past includes a
passionate dedication to the laws of Moses, even to the extent of opposing the
gospel of Jesus Christ and persecuting those who believed in Jesus, going so
far as to "even put them to death" (v. 4). Reflecting on how his past story would have
sounded to the enraged Jews, who were eager to kill him, one can only imagine. Paul was well aware that the zealousness of
the Jews listening to him was not a genuinely righteous zeal, but rather a
distorted one. In essence, Paul
confessed the narrative of his life before meeting Jesus in 1 Timothy 1:13,
saying, "formerly I was a blasphemer, persecutor, and insolent opponent. But I received mercy because I had acted
ignorantly in unbelief." In
unbelief and ignorance, Paul was a blasphemer, persecutor, and an insolent
opponent in his past.
Second, the second part of Paul's testimony is ‘The Moment
I Met Jesus’ (Acts 22:6-16).
The place where Paul encountered
Jesus was right near Damascus, where he almost arrived, and there he
encountered the resurrected and ascended Jesus on the Damascus road (21:6). Saul, who had been threatening and breathing
murder against the followers of the Way (9:1), was on his way to Damascus to
arrest both men and women, binding them and bringing them to Jerusalem, when
suddenly "a great light from heaven shone around me" (22:6-7), and he
heard the voice of the Lord saying, "Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting
me?" At that moment, Saul asked,
"Who are you, Lord?" and Jesus replied, "I am Jesus of Nazareth,
whom you are persecuting" (v. 8). The
voice of the Lord was heard by Saul alone among the people traveling with him
(v. 9). At the moment of hearing this
voice, all of Saul's theology collapsed completely. This moment marked the dramatic turning point
where Saul, the persecutor, became a proclaimer willing to risk his life for
Jesus Christ, the Son of God. Saul
proclaimed, "I received salvation by the glorious Lord on the Damascus
road and was called to carry the gospel of Jesus Christ to the ends of the
earth" (Yoo). In other words,
Saul's conversion and calling took place right here on the Damascus road. Having experienced repentance (conversion) and
receiving his mission (commission) from the glorious Lord on the Damascus road,
Paul, as he was later known, obeyed the Lord's command with the help of his
companions, entering Damascus (vv. 9-11). There, he met a man named Ananias, "a
devout man according to the law, well spoken of by all the Jews who lived
there" (v. 12). This fact, revealed
in Paul's testimony, served as a statement that could give credibility to Paul
in the eyes of zealous Jews devoted to the law. The reason is that after meeting Jesus on the
Damascus road, Paul encountered Ananias, who was well-spoken-of by all the Jews
in Damascus as a devout man according to the law (Park). Ultimately, Paul's eyes, which had been
closed, were immediately opened through Ananias (9:18), and through Ananias, he
learned that God had chosen him and intended to fulfill His will through him (v.
14). In other words, God intended to
make Paul a witness for Jesus Christ before all people (v. 15). After that, Ananias urged Paul not to hesitate
any longer, to get up, be baptized, and call on the name of the Lord to wash
away his sins (v. 16). In the end, Paul
received forgiveness of sins through faith in Jesus Christ and obtained eternal
life.
Paul meeting Jesus was entirely by
the grace of God. In other words, Paul
was someone who had absolutely no qualifications to meet Jesus, but the Lord,
in His love, chose him before the foundation of the world and appeared to him
on the Damascus road to use him greatly. It was an amazing act of God's grace to appear
to Paul, who was a persecutor, blasphemer, and an insolent opponent, opposing
Jesus and His gospel, and persecuting Christians. The transformation that Jesus brought to Paul
is a testament to the incredible grace of God. Paul, who experienced this grace, confessed in
1 Timothy 1:14, "And the grace of our Lord overflowed for me with the
faith and love that are in Christ Jesus." Also, consider Paul's confession in 1
Corinthians 15:10 - "...I am what I am by the grace of God." I hope and pray that this grace upon you, your
family, and all your relatives.
Third and last, the third part of Paul's testimony is ‘After Meeting
Jesus’ (Acts 22:17-21).
After meeting the resurrected
Jesus on the Damascus road through the grace of God and having his eyes opened
by Ananias, Paul's first action was to return to Jerusalem and pray at the
temple (v. 17). This fact contrasts with
what the Jews who were now plotting to kill Paul might have been thinking. The Jews who were planning to kill Paul likely
believed the false accusations made by Jews from Asia, claiming that Paul was
defiling the holy temple (21:28). However,
Paul was not someone who defiled or despised the temple. Instead, after
encountering Jesus on the Damascus road, he underwent a transformation and went
into the temple to pray to God (22:17). While
Paul was praying in the Jerusalem temple, he heard the Lord's voice during a
trance. In essence, the Lord's message
was a brief directive for Paul to quickly leave Jerusalem and go to the
Gentiles as a missionary (vv. 18-21) (Park). Knowing that the Jews in Jerusalem would not
listen to Paul's testimony (v. 18), the Lord intended to send him far away to
the Gentiles to testify to the gospel (v. 21). Interestingly, in today's passage (vv. 19-20),
we see Paul's reaction to hearing the Lord's voice. In other words, Paul recounted to the Lord the
things he had done in the past in Jerusalem, such as imprisoning and beating
those who believed in the Lord, even approving of and participating in
Stephen's death. From one perspective,
Paul seemed to believe that, just as he knew the Jews in Jerusalem well, if he
testified about the gospel to them, they would listen. Therefore, Paul told the Lord that he would
proclaim the gospel to the Jews. However, the Lord twice commanded Paul to go
to the Gentiles (vv. 18, 21). The reason
was that the Lord knew the Jews would not listen to Paul's gospel testimony (v.
18).
At times, theories that humans
consider right may not align with the will of the Lord. According to the words of the Lord, the Jews
would not respond to Paul's preaching of the gospel (v. 18). Following such a divine decree, Paul began to
minister as an apostle to the Gentiles. Here,
we find a fundamental principle: the preacher, in choosing where to proclaim
the gospel, must forsake personal judgment and proceed solely in accordance
with the guidance of the Lord (Park). It
is a truly reasonable statement. To
forsake personal judgment and advance according to the guidance of the Lord is
necessary. We might think like Paul:
"I know that person very well and am close to them. If I introduce Jesus to them and preach the
gospel, they will surely listen." Such
thoughts can lead to self-satisfaction and pride if the person responds to the
gospel and leaves the church according to our expectations. In other words, it is easy to fall into the
trap of pride, thinking that we have achieved something. However, reality often does not align with our
expectations. The gospel testimony and
fruitfulness do not easily come about as we think. We come to realize that people's hearts do not
move as easily as we imagine. That is,
we recognize that without God's help, without the work of the Lord, those born
of the flesh cannot receive Jesus as their Savior through the gospel we
proclaim. We need to obediently follow
the Lord's words, pray in faith, and exert our efforts in witnessing to the
gospel.
I personally have a book that I
still cannot forget. The book is ‘My Cup
Overflows’ by Yeon-hee Jung, a novel about a fellow believer named Ui-soon
Maeng who died during the Korean War on June 25. The book deals with the suffering of a young
man who lived through the tragic era of the Japanese colonial period, a time of
hardship and tragedy for our nation. Born in the late stages of the Japanese
colonial era in a relatively prosperous and well-off family in Pyongyang, Ui-soon
Maeng was a young man who grew up without much difficulty, except for the pain
of national colonization. Just as he
graduated from middle school, his beloved sister's death, news of his brother's
sacrifice as a soldier shortly thereafter, and the family's move southward
after being duped of all their possessions due to the Communist regime
established in the North after liberation, brought about a sudden collapse of
their once flourishing life. Subsequent
events, including the sudden death of his mother due to a stroke, the death of
his sister for no apparent reason, and the inexplicable journey of his life,
continue. During the Korean War, as he
traveled southward, he was misunderstood as a communist spy and imprisoned in a
POW camp, adding to the tragic aspects of his life. Despite having the opportunity to be released
after the efforts of some friends following the war, he refused it, considering
the place a mission field given by God. While
ministering forcefully in the worst communist POW camp, he collapsed in his
late twenties, reciting Psalms 23, "My cup overflows," concluding his
life.
Wishing that through my testimony and yours, the gospel of
Jesus Christ will be proclaimed, and His name will be exalted.
James Kim
(Not forgetting that I am not only a convert but also
commissioned)
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