“Let us start rebuilding.” (1)
[Nehemiah 2:11-16]
Gordon Macdonald's book
“Rebuilding Your Broken World” tells us what kind of people God is using to
expand His kingdom. He is none other
than people like Simon Peter, who failed God.
God uses them as His instruments in His kingdom expansion ministry. Pastor MacDonald said three important things
that happened in the “Sea of Tiberias” (Jn.21:1), centering on the words of
John chapter 21:
(1)
Jesus came into
Peter's world.
The rebuilder Jesus knew that Peter was too wounded to
start on his own. In other words, after
Jesus died on the cross, Jesus appeared to Peter (and the other disciples), who
had returned to his old job as a fisherman in disappointment and
discouragement, and asked, “Friends, haven’t you any fish?” (v. 5). And when Jesus said, “Throw your net on the
right side of the boat and you will find some” (v. 6), Peter obeyed. In doing so, 153 fish were caught, and John
said to Peter, “It is the Lord!” (v. 7). Upon hearing this, Peter jumped into the sea
and swam toward the beach. What did he
really expect Jesus would say? Did he
expect Jesus say such words to him: "I'm here to say goodbye" or
"Peter, I've been working really hard to make you a good apostle, but
unfortunately you seem to be falling short" or "Where, let's sit down
and talk a little bit about what you did wrong that night." But Jesus said nothing. Jesus was just preparing breakfast over a
charcoal fire. It is His grace that Jesus
was preparing breakfast for the crowd of losers. The gracious Lord came to the Sea of Tiberias
to find Peter.
(2)
Jesus gave a
chance to replace Peter’s three denials.
He gave me three opportunities to honestly confess his
love for the Lord again. Jesus did not
rebuke a word, but instead asked Peter the same question three times: ‘Do you
love me?’ (vv. 15-17). At that time,
Peter confessed three times, ‘Yes, Lord, you know that I love you’ (vv. 15-17).
(3)
Jesus reaffirmed
the mission he gave to His disciples Peter.
Every time Peter confessed his love for Jesus three times,
the words Jesus told Peter, ‘Feed my lambs,” “Take care of my sheep,” and “Feed
my sheep”. The first mission he received
was still valid. Peter was not
abandoned. He was restored. His collapsed world was rebuilt (McDonald).
The mission that is still valid, what is
the mission the Lord has given to you and me? What is the sense of mission that needs to be
restored? Centering on the words of
Nehemiah 2:11-16, under the title “Let us start rebuilding.” (1), I would like
to meditate on a sense of duty, the first of the three elements necessary for
rebuilding the city of Jerusalem. In the
midst of this, I hope and pray that we can be rekindled in the mission the Lord
has given us.
First, we must have a sense of duty.
Look
at Nehemiah 2:12 – “I set out during the night with a few men. I had not told
anyone what my God had put in my heart to do for Jerusalem. There were no
mounts with me except the one I was riding on.”
If we look at churches or Christian organizations these days, there is
something called a mission statement. The
mission statement of Victory Presbyterian Church, which I serve, is to expand
the kingdom of God by raising up the leaders who pursue a Christ-centered
vision. More specifically, we could
refer to our church's statement of purpose: ‘Find and discover potential
leaders, nurture them into worship-witnesses who worship God, and train them
into committed disciples of Christ, mature lay leaders.’ Are you and I risking our lives for the motto
or statement of purpose of the church we are serving and devoting ourselves to
achieving that goal? Do you think it's
worth it?
What was Nehemiah's mission? It
was to rebuild the city of Jerusalem.
Nehemiah, who is helped by God's gracious
hand (2:8), left the Medo-Persian palace of Susa with the letters of King
Artaxerxes and now arrived in Jerusalem (v. 11). After Nehemiah arrived in Jerusalem and was
quiet for three days (v. 12). The Bible
says nothing in particular that he did anything to rebuild the city of
Jerusalem in three days. We can guess in
light of verse 10 why Nehemiah stayed quiet for three days without doing
anything. Because of his enemies
Sanballat and Tobiah, Nehemiah did not hastily jump into rebuilding the city of
Jerusalem when he arrived in Jerusalem. If,
as soon as he arrived in Jerusalem, he had busily revealed that he would take
down the city of Jerusalem in front of the enemies' eyes, it would not have
been a wise move. We must listen to
Matthew 10:16 – “I am sending you out like sheep among wolves. Therefore be as
shrewd as snakes and as innocent as doves.”
We must be as wise as snakes. The
reason is that our enemies are always waiting to attack us. Then, when Nehemiah wisely arrived in
Jerusalem for three days, we can imagine what he would have done while
remaining quiet in light of his past life.
That is what he must have been praying for. Besides praying, what did Nehemiah, a man of
prayer, do during those three days in silence?
Henri Nouwen's “The only necessary thing: living a prayerful life” has
this to say about silence: ‘Silence means the heart of the mind and body. It is a rest in the presence of God. This is very frightening. It's like giving up control over your own
actions and thoughts. It's not me doing
creative things, it's being quiet so that creative things happen to me. … When
there is no silence, the Holy Spirit dies within us, and we are left alone,
cold and weary, deprived of all creative energy for life. When there is no silence, we will become
victims of people who are off center and constantly demand our attention’
(Nouwen). I think Nehemiah, a man of
prayer, must have found true rest while staying in front of God and praying for
three days. In rebuilding the Jerusalem
temple, he may have prayed for God's creative work to happen first in himself. What was the result of those three days of
quiet time? Nehemiah 2:12 says this:
“… what my God had put in my heart
….” During the three days that he stayed
in the presence of the Lord in silence, the Lord was working creatively in
Nehemiah's heart. Its purpose was for
Jerusalem. Dr. Yoon-sun Park said: ‘The
time people work is precious, but the time they spend quietly is also
important. In this way, when a believer
is quiet, he prays to God and receives inspiration. When we work, we mainly deal with humans, and
when we rest quietly, we deal with God’ (Park).
What did Nehemiah do after praying
for 3 days? At night he secretly
inspected the city of Jerusalem. In
other words, he toured the site in advance before rebuilding the city of
Jerusalem. A long time ago, a letter
came from the city when we inspected the fence of our house. It was about removing all the fences in front
of the house. After receiving the
letter, I asked a brother in our church for help. At that time, the brother came and tore it all
off, but he told me to remove even the pillars.
So, I went and bought a saw and cut it off with the other brothers. At the urban environment level, perhaps the
fence in front of the house is removed to decorate the city beautifully. In today's text, Nehemiah 2:13, we can see
that Nehemiah also inspected the ruined city of Jerusalem: “By night I went out
through the Valley Gate toward the Jackal Well and the Dung Gate, examining the
walls of Jerusalem, which had been broken down, and its gates, which had been
destroyed by fire.” In Nehemiah 1:2-3,
when Hanani, a couple of brothers from Judah, was asked about the condition of
Jerusalem, they had already told Nehemiah, “The wall of Jerusalem is broken
down, and its gates have been burned with fire.” However, in 2:13, we see Nehemiah personally
inspecting and confirming the words of his brothers. Rather than doubting the reports of the
brothers, this is what he wanted to see myself and make a final plan. Pastor John White said: ‘Hope in God doesn't
mean you don't need detailed information and research. Nehemiah will need to find out for himself,
and this is another principle to follow when trying to be efficient. … Of course, the Holy Spirit can, and often
does, foresee problems we have no way of knowing about, but it would be
irresponsible for us not to look into it ourselves’ (White).
Here we have to think a little
about what Nehemiah began to do because what God had put in his heart (v. 12). Here, we Christians need to think about what
“work” means. When it comes to “work,”
many people will think of “workaholic.” This is because this era in which we live is
at risk of workaholic. If we look at the
Internet article titled ‘Self-diagnosis and treatment of workaholism,’ written
by Professor Lee Hong-sik (Psychiatry) of Yonsei University College of
Medicine, there are 10 lists of self-diagnosis methods for workaholism: (1) No
matter how late I go to bed, I wake up early in the morning, (2) I make a list
of my daily to-dos, (3) I can't bear to take a break, (4) I spread a stack of
papers next to me at mealtime, (5) I am said to be energetic and competitive at
work, (6) I work on weekends and holidays, (7) I am ready to work whenever and
wherever I need to, (8) I have a lot of work, so it is difficult to take a
vacation, (9) Even after work, I worry about tomorrow's work. (10) I really
enjoy my work (Internet). What is “work”
really? We must look for the answer to
this question in the Bible. Pastor James
Packer says 3 things:
(1)
When the Bible
says "work", it is not talking about the work or job.
The Bible doesn't say "work" just to make money
and benefit ourselves. Work in the Bible
is always goal oriented. It means putting
the end in perspective and moving it into action.
(2)
The Bible views
life as a rhythm of work and rest and does not separate spiritual and temporal
work as if they were two separate functions.
Rather, the Bible teaches us to plan and live our lives in
unity. In other words, since we do
everything for the glory of God, we must not separate the worldly from the
holy.
(3)
What the Bible
makes clear is the fact that God made us to do work.
That is why Paul exhorts us to strive to work with your
hands (1 Thess.4:11) and says, “If a man will not work, he shall not eat” (2
Thess. 3:10).
Nehemiah's responsible actions
reflect his sense of duty. A leader who
burns with a sense of mission, he never lives in a dream world. He confronts the facts honestly and also
accepts good or bad news. Nehemiah saw
more at night than the residents saw during the day. Nehemiah saw potential as well as problems
while inspecting the city of Jerusalem at night. This is what made Nehemiah a leader.
Pastor
John Johnston, under the heading ‘David in the World of Goliath,’ said: ‘The
pastor of a small church can easily develop a defeatist and delusional
strategy. The result is a defensive
aggression that maximizes stress and a serious sensitivity that creates an
unrealistic sense of guilt. Despite the
voices echoing the theme of 'bigger is better', leaders and members of small
churches should not be discouraged. The
temptation to despair must yield to a renewed spirit, a rekindled sense of
purpose and mission’ (Johnston). Let us
all surrender to a burning sense of purpose and mission like Nehemiah, a man of
prayer and a man who wants to make the king prosper. Let's ignite our sense of duty to expand the
kingdom of God by raising and sending out workers like the 300 soldiers of
Gideon who have a sense of purpose and a Christ-centered dream to rebuild the
church, which is the body of the Lord!
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