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2025 인터넷 사역 한국으로 다섯째날을 뒤돌아보면서 하나님께 감사드리는 이유

2025 인터넷 사역 한국으로 다섯째날을 뒤돌아보면서 하나님께 감사드리는 이유: 1. 하늘에 계신 우리 하나님 아버지께서 우리 자녀들을 어느 누구보다 사랑하고 계시기에 2. 하나님이 사랑하시는 어린아이들과 주님의 사랑으로 즐겁게 교제할 수 있었기에 3. 비록 돈은 좀 많이 뜯겼지만 사랑하는 아이들과 장난치고 팔씨름하고 농담하고 웃고 사진도 같이 찍고 포용까지 하였기에 ㅎ 4. 주님께서 사랑의 추억을 또 만들어 주셨기에 5. 사랑하는 멘토 목사님 부부에게 귀하고 크고 찐한 사랑을 받아서 6. 비록 1년에 한번씩 밖에 직접 만나 볼수밖에 없지만 성령님께서 주님 안에서 사랑의 마음을 조금이나마 서로에게 표현할 수 있게 해주셔서 7. 비록 그 사랑의 표현을 겸손히 감사하는 마음으로 받지 못할 수도 있다 할지라도 그 사랑의 마음만은 찐하게 감사하기에 8. 평생 처음으로 인터넷 사역 한국으로를 감당하면서 달리기 100미터를 10초에 뛴 것 같은 느낌이 들정도였지만 추격자를 따 돌리는데 성공한 도망자가 된 것 같았기에 ㅎㅎ 9. 우리 각 가정에 고충들이 있다 할지라도 주님께서 도와주셔서 화목케하고 계시기에 10. 보고 또 보고 싶은 사랑의 사랑하는 사람들로 인해 마음이 더욱더 부자가 되었기에. 하하.

What a wonderful scene in God's redemptive turnaround drama!!

What a wonderful scene in God's redemptive turnaround drama!!

 

 

King Ahasuerus and Haman attended Queen Esther's second banquet.

It was only when King Ahasuerus asked for the third time,

"Queen Esther, what is your request?  I will grant it.

Even if you ask for half the kingdom, it will be given to you,"

that she revealed her request to him.

Her request was, "Spare my life and the lives of my people."

The reason she made this plea was because she and her people,

the Jews, had been sold to be annihilated.

King Ahasuerus then asked Queen Esther, "Who is he?

Where is the man who has dared to do such a thing?"

Esther replied, "The adversary and enemy is this vile Haman"

(Esther 7:1-6).

As I meditated these words,

I found the events of Esther chapter 6 fascinating,

situated between Queen Esther's first banquet (5:4-5) and the second banquet (7:1).

The reason being, in Esther chapter 6, King Ahasuerus begins to honor Mordecai (1-11),

while Haman begins to suffer humiliation (v. 13).

Clearly, Haman was elated when he left Queen Esther's first banquet in chapter 5,

because he was the only one invited along with the king.

Moreover, Queen Esther invited him again the next day to join the king (5:9, 12).

However, Haman's satisfaction was marred by seeing Mordecai the Jew

sitting at the king's gate, and none of his wealth, many children,

or the honors bestowed upon him by the king (v. 11) brought him joy.

Consequently, he followed the advice of his wife Zeresh and all his friends

and had a gallows seventy-five feet high built,

intending to ask the king to have Mordecai hanged on it (vv. 13-14).

Yet, in Esther chapter 6, we see King Ahasuerus beginning to honor Mordecai,

whom Haman had wanted to hang on the high gallows.

Haman believed that he was the person whom the king desired to honor (6:6),

thinking there was no one else but himself.

However, when he learned that the person

the king intended to honor was Mordecai, not him,

he was so ashamed that he covered his head and hurried home, unable to lift his face.

There, he recounted to his wife Zeresh and all his friends

everything that had happened to him (vv. 12-13).

His wise friends then remarked that this marked the beginning of his downfall (v. 13).

Meanwhile, as this unfolded, the king's eunuchs arrived

and quickly took Haman to Queen Esther's second banquet (v. 14), where he attended (7:1).

Another interesting point is that King Ahasuerus

asked Queen Esther three times what her request was (5:3, 6; 7:2).

As I meditated on these words,

I recalled the scene in John 21 where the resurrected Jesus

appeared to his disciples for the third time (John 21:14).

Specifically, I remembered how Jesus asked Simon Peter three times,

"Simon, son of John, do you love me?" (vv. 15, 16, 17).

Of course, Jesus asked Peter three times because Peter had denied him three times

(Matthew 26:70, 72, 74).

Therefore, I believe Jesus asked Peter three times, "Do you love me?"

to forgive Peter for his three denials and to restore him.

Furthermore, I think Jesus asked Peter three times to give him a mission

["Feed my lambs" (John 21:15), "Take care of my sheep" (v. 16), "Feed my sheep" (v.17)].

As I contemplate these words together,

I've considered that our Lord asks us both "Do you love me?"

and "What is your wish?" three times each.

When I reflect on this, my response would be as follows:

"Lord, you know that I love you" (v. 17), and

“My one wish, Lord, is this alone: To serve Thee all my days,

Then rise to stand before Thy throne And sing Thy deathless praise”

(Hymn "My One Wish, Lord, is This Alone" verse 1).

A third intriguing point is

when King Ahasuerus asked Queen Esther for the third time,

"What is your request?  I will grant it.

Even if you ask for half the kingdom, it will be given to you."

At that moment, Queen Esther responded,

"Grant me my life and spare my people" (7:2-3).

What makes this interesting is that Queen Esther,

until then, had obediently followed Mordecai's instructions,

refraining from disclosing her identity as a Jew (2:10, 20).

However, at her second banquet, when King Ahasuerus asked her for the third time,

"What is your request?  I will grant it," she finally expressed her wish

and plea to save herself and her people, the Jews,

by appealing to the king to spare their lives (7:2-3).

Esther, who had approached the king with the resolve "If I perish, I perish" (4:16),

now pleaded with the king to save her and her people from being annihilated (7:4).

Why did Esther obey Mordecai's instruction and refrain from revealing herself as a Jew

until King Ahasuerus asked her for the third time, "What is your request?"

Clearly, King Ahasuerus had no prior knowledge that Esther was a Jew.

If he had known beforehand, he would likely not have allowed Haman

to issue the decree to annihilate all the Jews in the Persian Empire,

even for Esther whom he loved more than all the other women (2:17)

and found exceedingly delightful (5:2).

He would not have given Haman the authority to carry out his plan

to destroy all the Jews (3:6).

When I meditate this, it strikes me how in the divine drama of salvation,

God used Esther at the precise moment when she disclosed her request to the king

and revealed her Jewish identity.  

It seems like a perfect timing orchestrated by God.

And the moment when Queen Esther spoke her request to King Ahasuerus

is indeed a remarkable turning point in God's dramatic salvation narrative.

I consider it so because when Esther made her plea to the king

during the situation where he and Haman attended her second banquet,

she asked the king to spare her and her people's lives.

It was during this banquet that Haman, who had plotted to kill them,

was present along with the king.

So, when King Ahasuerus asked, "Where is he?"

Esther replied, "The adversary and enemy is this wicked Haman" (7:5-6).

What a wonderful scene in God's redemptive turnaround drama!!


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