Life of hiding
[Acts 5:1-11]
Why do stressed women want to talk? In stressful situations, the spatial
intelligence and logical reasoning of men's brains are actively engaged. In contrast, women's language function becomes
more active, leading them to talk more. Therefore,
when women feel stressed or upset, they seek out someone to talk to and pour
out their thoughts endlessly in front of them. Whether it's discussing problems with friends
for hours or going over specific details one by one, it's not about finding a
solution for women, but the act of speaking itself provides comfort and
encouragement. Why do women feel the
need to express everything in order to feel relieved? Men's brains are highly compartmentalized,
allowing them to separate and store information. As the day comes to an end, even if there are
many problems, a man's brain can categorize them. However, it's different for women. Information doesn't get stored; it just keeps
swirling in their minds. Therefore, for
women, pouring out every thought from their hearts is a way to acknowledge the
existence of a problem and remove it from their minds. So why do men hide their emotions? Modern men still carry the genes that dictate
they must be strong and not show weakness. Men tend to be skeptical, competitive, and
restrained. They also prefer to handle
things on their own, appearing as if they have complete control over their
situation and often hiding their emotions in the process. In short, men consider displaying emotions as
a sign of weakness (Internet).
If we are a person faithful to the truth, what rules
should we follow? There are at least four
rules: (1) Never tell lies. (2) Keep in
mind that hiding the truth can often be equivalent to lying. Unless there is a significant moral reason to
do so, one should not hide the truth. (3) The decision to hide the truth should
not be based on personal needs, meaning it should not be done to protect one's
own interests out of power, favor, or challenge. (4) The decision to hide the truth should be
made from the perspective of the other person (Internet).
I would like to meditate on Acts 5:1-11 under the
title "Life of hiding" in contrast to the previously meditated
"Life of sharing." Through
this meditation, I hope to receive the grace that God provides.
First, life of
hiding lies to God.
Look at Acts 5:4 - " Didn't it belong to you before it
was sold? And after it was sold, wasn't the money at your disposal? What made
you think of doing such a thing? You have not lied to men but to God." How many times do we lie in a day? In April 1997, a study was conducted at the
University of California, revealing that people lie approximately 200 times a
day, or once every eight minutes. The
study involved attaching small microphones to 20 individuals, and it found that
the most common lie was about being stuck in traffic when running late for an
appointment. The professions that lied
the most were found to be salespeople, politicians, journalists, lawyers, and
psychologists, in that order (Internet).
Today, looking at the background of the passage, we
see that in the early Jerusalem church, the believers prayed together with one
accord, and they lived a life of sharing, filled with the Holy Spirit (Acts
4:32-37). Among them, there were
exemplary believers like Barnabas (vv. 36-37). He sold his field and brought the money to the
apostles' feet. However, in today's
passage, the author Luke introduces a contrasting couple, Ananias and Sapphira
(5:1). Unlike Barnabas, this couple
didn't sell all of their possessions but only a portion (v. 1), and
furthermore, they kept back some of the proceeds and brought only a part to the
apostles' feet (v. 2). What is
remarkable is that while everyone else lived a life of sharing with one heart
and one mind, Ananias and Sapphira chose to live a hidden life with one heart
and one mind, thus lying to God. Here,
we need to consider what sin Ananias and Sapphira committed and how significant
this sin was.
(1) The
sin they committed was the sin of dispossession.
In
today's passage, Acts 5:2-3, this couple is said to have kept back a portion of
the proceeds from the sale, and the word 'kept back' is a verb meaning "to
dispossess." This word appears
twice in today's passage and also once in Titus 2:10 ("not
pilfering"). In the Septuagint, it
was used to describe the act of Achan, when the Israelites took possession of
the city of Jericho, who embezzled some of the spoils (Josh. 7:1). In other words, the embezzlement committed by
Ananias and Sapphira can be described as a New Testament version of Achan's
crime. In this world, embezzlement is
considered a serious crime. As an
example, on January 10, 2006, there was a news article on Yonhap News, titled ‘Professor
Hwang Investigation, Likely to Apply Fraud and Embezzlement Charges.’ It stated, ‘The funds received by Professor
Hwang's team from relevant ministries and local governments from 1998 to last
year were 4,610,311 dollars in total, including 839.537 dollar in pure research
funds and 3,770,378 dollars in research facilities, such as laboratories. It was revealed that Professor Hwang's team
spent 623, 812 dollars on cloning cows for high milk production and 679,998 dollars
on research for pig cloning for organ transplantation. The
crime of dispossession under Article 356 of the Criminal Code stipulates that
if a person who is responsible for the custody of another person's property
violates his or her duty and embezzles the property, they shall be punished
with imprisonment for up to five years or a fine of up to 11,089 dollars. If the embezzled amount exceeds, the Act on
Special Economic Crimes applies, and the offender may be sentenced to
imprisonment for more than three years, or life imprisonment, for amounts exceeding
3,696,445 dollars’ (Internet).
(2) The
sin committed by Ananias and Sapphira was the sin of conspiracy.
In
Acts 5:2, when Ananias sold his possession and kept back a portion of the
proceeds, his wife Sapphira was aware of it. In English, the NASB version states, "With
his wife’s full knowledge." This
means that when Ananias committed embezzlement, his wife was fully aware of it.
For example, from 1978, Robert Kim, who
worked for the U.S. Naval Intelligence, informed a Korean intelligence officer
about the sinking of a North Korean submarine off Gangneung in September 1996. He was later arrested by the FBI. He was charged with 'conspiracy to acquire
national defense information' (a type of espionage) under U.S. Criminal Code
Title 18, Section 793. He was sentenced
to a maximum of nine years in prison and three years of supervised release. The Robert Kim Support Committee has released
Robert Kim's autobiography, titled 'Coming Home' (published by Han Gilsa),
which chronicles his life journey, from being incarcerated in a U.S. federal
prison for leaking classified information to being released. In the book, Robert Kim expressed his honest
emotions, saying, ‘I felt depressed about the lukewarm attitude of the Korean
government at that time. It was
inevitable to feel betrayed,’ and ‘I had to fight alone with the crime of
conspiracy without conspirators’ (Internet).
(3) The
sin committed by Ananias and Sapphira can be described as the sin of not
keeping one's own heart.
In
Acts 4:3, we can see that Ananias allowed Satan to fill his heart without
taking any action. Proverbs 4:23 advises
us, " Above all
else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life." This is because life's source comes from the
heart. However, despite allowing Satan
to fill his heart with the intention of deceiving the Holy Spirit and
embezzling a portion of the land's value, Ananias took no action. While in Acts 4:32-37, Barnabas and the
Spirit-filled believers lived a life of communal sharing with one heart,
Ananias and Sapphira chose to harbor different intentions and thoughts in their
hearts, committing the sin of lying to God. They sold their hearts to Satan as if they had
sold all their possessions. When filled
with the Holy Spirit, Ananias was filled with impure thoughts opposing the
thoughts of the Holy Spirit and the communal life of the church (Yoo).
(4) The
sin committed by Ananias and Sapphira is the sin of hypocrisy.
These
two are typical examples of Christians who fabricated (feigned) their spiritual
actions to give a good impression to others. They were among the believers (v. 32) and were
involved with the Holy Spirit (v. 3), but they remained hypocrites (MacArthur).
(5) Ananias
and Sapphira committed the sin of lying to God.
Looking
at Acts 4:4, Peter's rebuke indicates that Ananias did not lie to mere humans,
but to God. This cannot be anything
other than a Satanic act. The father of
lies, Satan, tempts our hearts, ultimately leading us to lie to God. Let us not lie to God. Let us strive to live
a truthful life before God.
Second, life of
hiding tests the Holy Spirit.
Look
at Acts 5:9 - "Peter said to her, 'How could you conspire to test the
Spirit of the Lord?'" Here, Peter
points out that Ananias and Sapphira tested the Spirit of the Lord. To 'test the Spirit' means to see if He can be
escaped before He brings judgment. In
other words, testing the Spirit means using Him. It is about seeing if He will carry out His
word. It is about pushing Him to His
limits (Bible Knowledge). As an example,
in Exodus 17, when the Israelites camped in Rephidim and there was no water to
drink, there is a scene where they test the Lord in the wilderness. Look at verse 7: "...or shall we say,
'Did the Lord bring us up here only to let us and our livestock die of
thirst?'" We often find ourselves
testing God, just like the Israelites. When
we are in desperate situations, in times of hardship and suffering, doubting
whether God is with us, not believing in God and doubting Him - this is testing
God, as the Bible states. In Acts 5:4,
Apostle Peter points out that while Ananias initially acted under the guidance
of the Holy Spirit when he sold his possession, he later chose the tempting
guidance of Satan, rejecting the guidance of the Holy Spirit. Therefore, he lied to the Holy Spirit of God. What is surprising is that Ananias's wife,
Sapphira, also tested the Holy Spirit. In
verse 9, the term "conspire" refers to them acting together in unity
to commit evil, as if conspiring as one spirit (Park). Ananias and Sapphira, in perfect unity,
rejected the guidance of the Holy Spirit and instead deceived the Holy Spirit
of God with one accord. Even the
Spirit-filled Apostle Peter, who knew they were lying, could not have known
that they had conspired together to tempt the Holy Spirit of God. They tested the Holy Spirit and deceived Him
(v. 3). Testing the Lord's Spirit means
that, in their doubt and suspicion of the Spirit's unerring nature, they acted
against the will of the Spirit (Park).
When we commit hidden sins and
try to conceal them, aren't we also, like Ananias and Sapphira, doubting the
unerring nature of the Holy Spirit and going against His will? Jesus said in Matthew 6:18 that our God sees
everything done in secret. There is no way
that the omniscient God would be unaware of us committing sins in secret. That's why Paul says in Ephesians 5:11-12,
"Have nothing to do with the fruitless deeds of darkness, but rather
expose them. It is shameful even to mention what the disobedient do in
secret." Much of the misery in this
world begins with wanting to appear as someone different from who we really
are, just like those people (MacDonald). It seems that everyone faces such temptations.
The temptation to want to appear as a
better person, and among Christians, there are even those who, with wrong
motives, try to create acts of faith that are only possible when the Holy
Spirit is present, without relying on the Spirit, doing so artificially. This is an act of resisting the Holy Spirit. Even though it is foolish to artificially
create something without relying on the Holy Spirit, we commit this act
countless times. We must live according
to the guidance of the Holy Spirit. We
should not commit the sin of deceiving and testing Him. When the Holy Spirit makes us aware through
God's word, we must believe that word and live a life of obedience.
Third and last, in
life of hiding, there is the discipline of God.
Look at Acts 5:5, 10-11: "When Ananias heard
these words, he fell down and breathed his last. And great fear came upon all who heard of it. ... Immediately
she fell down at his feet and breathed her last. When the young men came in they found her
dead, and they carried her out and buried her beside her husband.” The punishment that Ananias and Sapphira
received was death. Upon hearing Peter's
rebuke (vv. 3-4), Ananias died instantly. This demonstrates God's immediate judgment.
Dr. Park stated, ‘Ananias' death was the result of God's supernatural power. This power was brought about through God's
word spoken by Peter. This fact is
evidenced by the statement “When Ananias heard these words, he fell down ....” God's word brings death to the perishing (Isa.
11:4; 2 Cor. 2:16)." In Acts 5:6, the
Bible says that when Ananias died, the young men of the church wrapped him up
and carried him out for burial. This
swift burial was due to the Jewish custom of burying the deceased within 24
hours. In cases where death was
attributed to suicide, treason against the state, apostasy, desertion,
rebellion, or criminal behavior, the deceased was considered judged by God, and
if the evidence was clear, the appropriate burial procedures were bypassed, and
the body was promptly interred (Yoo). Ultimately,
the immediate burial of Ananias illustrates that the Jerusalem church
understood his death as God's swift judgment. About three hours later, Ananias' wife,
Sapphira, came to the place where the apostles were. She was unaware that her husband had died as a
result of God's immediate judgment (v. 7). Like her husband, she also fell down and died
immediately, as she had conspired with him to test the Holy Spirit (v. 10).
In the end, the initial reaction of the early church
saints to the deaths of Ananias and Sapphira can be summed up in one word:
fear. Look at Acts 5:5 and 11:
"When Ananias heard these words, he fell down and breathed his last. And
great fear came upon all who heard of it.
... And great fear came upon the
whole church and upon all who heard of these things." Professor Yoo stated, ‘Being struck down by
immediate divine judgment for the same sin within a span of three hours was
indeed an event that could bring about great fear. The entire church, having witnessed this
solemn event of God's judgment, would have gained a deep awareness of the
church as a community of the Holy Spirit. Additionally, they would have ingrained in
their hearts the understanding that deceiving the apostles within this
community is equivalent to deceiving the Holy Spirit. Thus, the authority of the apostles was
confirmed by God, and no one would lightly disregard them’ (Yoo). Dr. Park mentioned several insights that can
be gleaned from the incident involving Ananias and Sapphira: (1) It is more
appropriate to stand before God as an honest individual without seeking
popularity and honor through deceiving others.
(2) The wickedness of those who receive swift punishment is extremely
severe. (3) Anyone who disrespects the
church when it is filled with the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven. (4) It is dangerous to disregard leaders who
have been established by God to carry out righteous deeds in the church. (5) The Holy Spirit does not infringe upon
the freedom of believers. Coercing individuals is not an operation of the
Spirit; the decision to give or not to give was entirely voluntary (Acts 5:4).
Life of hiding tells lies to God. Life of hiding tests the Holy Spirit. And in life
of hiding, there is God's punishment (discipline). We should not live life of hiding. Instead, we should live life of sharing.
Desiring
life of sharing rather than life of hiding,
James
Kim
(While
hating lies)
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