God who helps me
[Psalms 121]
Once, during a
gathering of Westminster Theological Seminary alumni, I had the opportunity to
have a meal with a missionary couple serving in China, along with their four
children. As the children were all boys, while the missionary pastor was
interacting with them, his wife shared a unique aspect of her mission work in
China. She explained, showing us
pictures, that she took an interest in reaching out to women engaged in the
profession of prostitution. The pastor
would travel by bus for about ten hours and then walk for two more hours to
teach in a remote valley where foreigners were a rare sight. The people there showed genuine affection, and
upon witnessing this, the pastor confessed that he, in fact, received grace
from them. After a brief period of
engaging in mission work, when the pastor's wife made a prayer request for us,
she expressed her desire to become a channel of blessings, stating that she
wanted to be a source of support, especially for pastors and their spouses in
pioneering churches. In contrast to many
missionary reports that often end with requests for financial support, this
missionary couple expressed a desire to assist us, stating that they wanted to
be a channel of blessings, particularly for pastors and their spouses in pioneering
churches. Although they were the ones in
need of help, witnessing their desire to extend help filled me with the
conviction that a heart of love and dedication to the Lord is truly precious
and beautiful. Even in such precious and
beautiful attitudes, there are times when we occasionally or frequently find
ourselves in need of assistance. In
those times, where should we turn to seek help?
In Psalms 121:1-2,
the psalmist confesses, "I lift up my eyes to the mountains— where does my
help come from? My help comes from the
Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth." Here, the "mountains" symbolize
powerful forces in the world (Park). The
psalmist initially seeks help from these great worldly powers, but ultimately
realizes that only God is his Savior and Helper (Park). When we are in desperate need of help, who are
we looking to and asking for assistance? Are we, like the psalmist, seeking help from
people, things, or anything other than God, wondering where our help will come
from? We have a sinful inclination to
not rely entirely on God for help until we thoroughly recognize our own
helplessness. Therefore, we often find
ourselves seeking help from the "mountains" created by Him, rather
than turning to the God who created heaven and earth. In the end, we may become discouraged and
despair, realizing that we cannot truly find the help we need from these
worldly "mountains". However,
ultimately, through the work of the Holy Spirit, we are led to look to the
all-powerful Creator God, even the One who created those mountains, and seek
His help. As a result, after receiving
God's help, we confess, like the psalmist, "My help comes from the Lord,
the Maker of heaven and earth."
So, what is today's
passage telling us about how the God who provides my help is assisting you and
me?
First, God who helps us does not allow our foot to slip.
Look at Psalms 121:3 – “He will not allow
your foot to slip; …” This means that
God, who helps us, will not allow us to derail from the truth (Park
Yun-sun). What precious grace and
blessings is this? We are the weak ones
who have gone astray, each of us has turned to our own way (Isa. 53:6). But the way, the truth, and the life, Jesus
doesn’t allow us to derail from the path of truth, what a blessing or grace is
this? I am curious about the reasons for
the derailment of Korean youths. The
results of the questionnaire survey on the delinquent behavior of 431 middle
school and junior high school students (224 males and 207 females) in the Seoul
Metropolitan Government were analyzed.
The results showed that the main cause of the delinquent behavior of the
male students showed 'anxiety and negative emotion' and female students showed
'distorted perception of herself'. When
I was reading the results of this survey, I thought about the causes whey we
Christians, who believe in Jesus the Truth and who are following Him, derail
from the truth. I think one of the
causes is a negative attitude toward the suffering of the righteous. The reason I think this way is that the
psalmist Asaph's feet came close to stumbling because of the prosperity of the
wicked and the suffering of the righteous (Ps. 73).
What do you think? Do you think that the negative attitude of
the suffering of the righteous is one of the reasons why we derail from the
truth? If you think "yes," what
do you think we should do to have a positive attitude toward suffering? I find the answer in Philippians 1:29 – “For
to you it has been granted for Christ's sake, not only to believe in Him, but
also to suffer for His sake.” If we know
and be thankful that it is God's grace that we suffer for Jesus Christ, we will
not derail from the truth. Let’s pray
for this. Let’s pray that God will give
us grace so that we may know that suffering for Christ’s sake is God’s grace
and blessing and that we will not derail from the truth. When we pray in this way, let’s pray by
believing in the fact that God will not allow our foot to slip (Ps. 121:3).
Second, God who helps us keeps us.
How does God keep us?
(1)
God keeps us will neither slumber nor
sleep.
Look at Psalms 121:3b-4: “… He who keeps you will not slumber. Behold, He who keeps Israel Will neither
slumber nor sleep.” Several years ago,
my son was afraid of sleeping because he had nightmares. So, I encouraged him to read the Bible and
pray to God. No matter how much we love
my son, I cannot keep my hand on my son’s head and pray for him all night for
him to have good sleep. How can I
protect my son without sleeping?
However, the Bible clearly states that our Heavenly Father doesn’t
slumber and sleep and keeps us. But what
is the problem? I think the problem is
when our prayers are not answered and when God's help is delayed, we sometimes
think that God is sleeping. But in
reality, God is not sleeping. Our God is
helping us who are in trouble, in His appointed time. Therefore, we must learn to be patient. God, who is our shade on our right hand,
protects us and prevents us from harmful things (vv. 5-6). Look at Psalms 121:5-6: “The LORD is your
keeper; The LORD is your shade on your right hand. The sun will not smite you by day, Nor the
moon by night.”.
(2)
God is our shade and keeps us from harmful
things.
Look at Psalms 121:5-6: “The LORD is your
keeper; The LORD is your shade on your right hand. The sun will not smite you by day, Nor the
moon by night.” When I was meditating on
the God’s word, “The LORD is your shade on your right hand” (v. 5), this
thought came into mind: ‘If the sunlight continues to shine on me in the
desert, what will happen to me? But the
Bible says God is my shade and I am comforted by this truth.’ During the summer when the sun is so hot, we
tend to look for the shadow. So when we
find a big tree, we go under the big tree because there is big shadow. Likewise, there is a time when we would like
to go to him in the shadow of our Father in heaven, when we are exhausted by
these and other things in this world.
When we are living in the desert-like world, we are comforted by the
truth that God is our shade and protects us from harmful things of this
world. Also God, who is our shield,
protects us from all dangers in this world as we are heading toward
Heaven. Therefore, we can confess, as
David did in Psalms 23:4, “Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow
of death, I fear no evil, for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they
comfort me.”
Third and last, God who helps us protects us from all evil.
Look at Psalms 121:7 – “The LORD will
protect you from all evil; He will keep your soul.” God, who helps us, keeps us from falling and
protects us from all danger, protects us from all evil. Isn’t it interesting that even though God
protects us, we have to go through the danger of "all evil"? It is because our thought is when God who
made heaven and earth protects us, then there shouldn’t be no danger of getting
harm by any evil. But the Bible says,
there is all evil and God protects us and delivers us from all evil. Although God allows us to go through various
kinds of tribulations, He will surely protect us and keep us. Here, I think even though God doesn’t allow
us to derail from the truth, He allows us to go through tribulations because He
wants to discipline us and bless us.
I remember the words of Hosea 2:14 in which
God disciplined the Israelites by leading them into the wilderness but the
blessing was that God spoke to their heart gently. This is the blessing of discipline and
suffering. The difficulties and
adversities in our lives, and all kinds of tribulation, are the blessings of
God. Although it is difficult and
painful at the time, it is the blessing of God that He doesn’t allow us to
derail from the truth, but deepens our faith in Him. Furthermore, it is a good opportunity to
experience the grace of salvation as we cry out to God in prayer and God
answers it with His salvation. Therefore,
we can praise God: “Faith of our fathers! living still In spite of dungeon,
fire and sword; O how our hearts beat high with joy Whene'er we hear God's
glorious Word: Faith of our fathers, holy faith! We will be true to Thee till
death” (Hymn “Faith of Our Fathers”, verse 1).
When
I feel helpless, I love to sing the hymn “Take Me as I Am.” This hymn was written by Scottish Eliza H.
Hamilton and composed by a well-known pastor named D. Sankey. Pastor Ira D. Sanky recalled in the ‘Story of
the Gospel Song of Sankey’, published after his blindness (Internet): “Years
ago, while revival meetings were being held in one of the large towns in
Scotland, a young girl became anxious about her spiritual condition. Returning from one of the meetings, she went
to her own minister and asked him how she might be saved. Ah, lassie, he said, don’t be alarmed! Just
read your Bible and say your prayers, and you will be all right. But the poor, illiterate girl cried out: ‘O
Minister, I canna read, I canna pray!
Lord Jesus, take me as I am!’ So
the girl prayed like this: ‘Lord Jesus Take me as I am!’ In this way the girl became a follower of
Christ; and a lady who heard of the girl’s experience wrote this hymn.” “A minister in England writes to me about a
Christian woman, a shoemaker’s wife, who had a lodger that was an obstinate
unbeliever. The good woman often tried
to induce him to go to meetings, but in vain. Tracts which she placed on the
table in his room she found crushed on the floor. She would smooth them out and again place
them so as to attract his attention, but he would read nothing but his novels
and newspapers. One spring the old man
fell ill with bronchitis. The good woman
acted as his nurse, for he had no relatives who cared for him. She used the
opportunity, often speaking to him about his soul and reading the Word of God;
but she could make no impression upon him.
One day she was reading the hymn Jesus, my Lord, to Thee I cry, and when
she came to the refrain, the old man called out to her sharply: That’s not in
the book! The woman answered, Why yes, it is.
He declared again that he did not believe it was in the book. The good woman told him that he could read it
for himself. He asked for his glasses, and read with wonder and amazement,
again and again, My only plea — Christ died for me! oh, take me as I am. A few weeks afterward he said to the woman
one morning, I am going home to-day, and I am so happy, so happy! In an hour or two he passed away, repeating
those words to the last” (Internet).
As I seek the Lord’s help,
James Kim
(With thanksgiving heart because the Lord is protecting us without
slumber and sleeping)
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