Great merciful God
[Nehemiah 9:27-31]
What is depression? Someone described depression as a one-way path
to suicide without an exit. This likely
means that once you step onto that path, it's hard to get out without external
help. The causes of depression can be
varied, but the most fundamental trigger often stems from feeling unloved or
not knowing the purpose of one's existence.
Christian counselors suggest that realizing that Christians are
recipients of God's deep love and discovering the purpose that God has set for
our lives can serve as a remedy for the sickness of the heart (Internet). How should depression be treated for believers?
Depression should not be hidden;
instead, it should be actively diagnosed and treated. If there are support groups within the church
where people can open up about their inner struggles, it can prevent the
condition from becoming severe. The
church should have a counseling system in place for believers to share their
pain and not hesitate to seek help (Internet).
However, what is the problem? The
fundamental issue is that there is a lack of support groups or counseling
systems within the church. But even more
fundamentally, individuals are not opening up about their struggles. The reason for this is a lack of people who
empathize together. To put it in
biblical terms, "Rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who
weep" (Romans 12:15).
Around 600 years ago, a person named Julian, who lived
in England, is said to have prayed to God for three wounds: (1) The first is
the wound of repentance. Julian prayed, ‘Oh
God! Let me be wounded with the pain of
repentance. Make me sorrowful for having
sinned and let me live in that sorrow.’ (2)
The second is the wound of longing for God. Julian prayed, ‘God! Grant Yourself to me. With You alone, I am content. If I were to seek anything other than God, I
would always be thirsty, for to me, God is everything.’ Additionally, she said, ‘Oh, God! Wound me with an incurable longing. Since this world is not my true home, how can
I settle here? How can I not long for
the homeland of heaven?’ (3) The third
is the wound of mercy. Julian desired to
have compassion for the world like Jesus. Pastor Tozer says that the greatest enemy of
Christianity today is not materialism or liberalism, but rather 'un-Christlike
Christians'. They may believe in
orthodox doctrines but do not understand what mercy is. He spoke about the wound of mercy in this way:
‘I do not want to heal this wound. Rather,
I want to feel the pain with those who are suffering, to empathize with their
wounds, and to share in their suffering’ (Tozer).
Today, I want to meditate on Nehemiah 9:27-31, with
the title "Great merciful God." In this meditation, I hope to receive the
teachings that God grants us, as we consider how God, who is full of mercy,
dealt with the Israelites. Through this
meditation, I earnestly pray that both you and I may receive the wound of
mercy.
First, great
merciful God is a God who warns us.
Look at Nehemiah 9:29a - " You warned them to return to your law,
...." When the Israelites of the
Exodus era were enjoying the great blessings from God, indulging themselves by
putting God's law behind their backs (v. 26) and “ate to the full” (v. 25), God
warned them to return to God’s law (v. 29).
This brings to mind hymn “Come Home!
Come Home!”, based on the parable of the prodigal son in Luke 15. Particularly, I think of the third verse and
the chorus: " Come
home! come home! From the sorrow and
blame, From the sin and the shame, And the tempter that smiled. O prodigal child! Come home! oh come home! Come home! Come, oh come home!" How did God warn the Israelites? Look at Nehemiah 9:30: "... By your Spirit you admonished them through
your prophets. ….” The Spirit of God
warned the Israelites through the prophets. God, giving His good Spirit (v. 20) not only
to Moses but also to 70 elders, instructed them to teach the Israelites His good
decrees and commands (v. 13). However,
the Israelites, in their pride, disregarded these good decrees and commands and
wasted the great blessings God had given them, committing sins. At that time, God, through the same Spirit of
God, warned the Israelites through the prophets. But how did the Israelites respond? They acted stubbornly. They not only refused to listen to God's
commandments but also stiffened their necks and turned their backs on the Lord.
In short, the Israelites did not heed
God's warning. Look at Nehemiah 9:29-30:
"... but they became arrogant and
disobeyed your commands. They sinned
against your ordinances, by which a man will live if he obeys them. Stubbornly they turned their backs on you,
became stiff-necked and refused to listen.
For many years you were patient with them. By your Spirit you admonished them through
your prophets. Yet they paid no attention, ….”
We must receive God's warning like the Psalmist David.
Look at Psalms 19:11 - “By them is your servant warned; in keeping
them there is great reward.” David
confessed that by receiving God's law as warning and keeping them, there is a great
reward. What is this great reward that
David speaks of? It is the refinement of
David's soul (v. 7), him becoming wiser (v. 7), and an increase of joy in his
heart (v. 8). Additionally, David's
enlightenment shines brightly (v. 8), leading him to acknowledge his own
transgressions and seek deliverance from hidden faults (v. 12). In other words, David prays for God to prevent
him from committing willful sins so that they may not rule over him (v. 13). There is an analogy: The Central America ship
was en route from New York to San Francisco. However, in the middle of the sea, a hole was
punctured in the bottom of the ship. Seawater
began to seep in slowly. At that moment,
a rescue ship approached and shouted, 'Passengers are in danger. Quickly
transfer them to the rescue ship.' The
captain of the Central America showed little concern. It was true that there was a hole in the
bottom, but it could hold until tomorrow morning. Don't worry too much. However, the ship was gradually sinking. The crew of the rescue ship repeatedly sent
warning messages, 'Have all passengers come up to the deck.' The situation was urgent, but the captain
remained calm. It is a dark night now. There may be casualties during the process of
transferring to the ship. Just wait
until tomorrow morning. The next
morning, the Central America sank into the sea without a trace. It was a catastrophe caused by the captain's
negligence. Faith is the same. The weapon that Satan likes to use is simple.
'You are still too young. Believe
slowly.' We are like the crew members of
the rescue ship in this story. We have a
responsibility to repeatedly send warning messages to souls in peril. Look at 2 Corinthians 6:2b – “… I tell you,
now is the time of God's favor, now is the day of salvation.” We must not succumb to Satan's temptation of
'believe slowly.' We must now accept
Jesus Christ as our Savior and Lord to receive salvation."
Second, great
merciful God allows distress to come upon us.
Look at Nehemiah 9:27a – “So you handed them over to
their enemies, who oppressed them. But when they were oppressed they cried out
to you. ….” What does it mean when it says, "handed them
over to their enemies"? It means
that God allowed the Israelites, who did not heed the warnings, to be defeated
and oppressed by their neighbors, who were their adversaries (v. 30). Therefore, through neighboring nations, God
caused the Israelites to experience distress and hardship (vv. 27, 28, 30). In present terms, we can say that believers
may be temporarily subject to unbelievers, experiencing tribulation and
suffering. Especially in the later
period after King Solomon's reign, the nation of Israel split into two. Northern Israel later fell to Assyria, and
then Southern Judah fell to Babylon and was taken into captivity. Ultimately, God sought to fulfill the promise
He made to Abraham by bestowing the blessed land of Canaan upon the Israelites.
However, the Israelites, who misused
this blessing, faced the consequence of their sin, being driven out of that
land and taken captive by foreign nations. Therefore, God spoke to the Israelites in this
way: “My God will reject them because they have not obeyed him; they will be
wanderers among the nations” (Hosea 9:17). How fearful is God's discipline in this
regard? The great blessing that the Lord
gave became a great curse for the disobedient and prideful Israelites (Cf.: Josh.
24:20). The prideful Israelites, who did
not humbly enjoy the blessing of the land of Canaan, now found themselves taken
captive in the land of the Gentiles, living the very life they once sought. So now, it was not God who governed the
Israelites, but their adversaries, the Gentiles, who now ruled over them (Neh.
9:28). This is akin to how we as Christians,
when we do not humbly use the blessings God has given us for His glory, may
have them taken away by the world, leading to our suffering. We should fear the God who temporarily allows
us to be abandoned to our adversaries (unbelievers). We must come to realize how painful it is to
reject God's rule and be governed by unbelievers.
Here we encounter a faithful God. In other words, amidst the unfaithfulness of
the Israelites who did not heed God's warnings, God's faithful light shone even
brighter. That is to say, when Israel
obeyed the Lord, He, in His faithfulness, bestowed great blessings upon them. However, when they disobeyed, God, in His
faithfulness, disciplined the Israelites. We seem to be more accustomed to God's
faithful blessings than His faithful discipline. Why is that so? The reason is because discipline does not seem
pleasant at the time, but painful (Heb. 12:11). The writer of Hebrews speaks about discipline,
saying: "For whom the Lord loves He chastens, And scourges every son whom
He receives" (v. 6). God, who
regards us as true sons (vv. 7-8), disciplines us for our own benefit (v. 10). Through this, He makes us partakers of His
holiness and brings forth "the peaceable fruit of righteousness" in
us (vv. 10-11). We should confess and
praise God for His faithful discipline, just as in Psalms 119:71, 75: "
It was good for me to be
afflicted so that I might learn your decrees" (v. 71), "...in
faithfulness You have afflicted me" (v. 75). We must bear in mind that while God delights
in bestowing many privileges upon us, He never grants us the privilege to sin
at our own discretion. Therefore, when
we use the blessings God has given us as we please, He, in His love for us, has
no choice but to discipline us. We
should not take this discipline lightly.
Third and last, great
merciful God is the one who rescues us.
Look at Nehemiah 9:28b - "... When they cried again to You, You heard from
heaven, And many times You rescued them according to Your compassion." The stiff-necked Israelites, who ignored God's
warnings and did not heed His commandments (v. 29), and the Israelites who
defiantly killed the prophets who urged them to turn back to the Lord (to
return to His word) and caused great outrage (v. 26), ultimately found
themselves handed over by God to the hands of their enemies out of His love for
them, causing them to suffer distress. It
was during this hardship that the Israelites cried out to the Lord (v. 27). Here, the original Arabic meaning of the
Hebrew word for 'cried out' is "sound as thunder." It conveys a loud cry for help in times of
great trouble. The Israelites cried out
together in their distress, seeking God's help and deliverance. At that time, the Lord heard their thunderous
cries from heaven and in His abundant mercies, gave them saviors who saved them
from the hand of their enemies (v. 27). However,
after attaining peace, the Israelites once again committed evil before the Lord
(v. 28). Therefore, the Lord allowed
them to be abandoned to the hands of their enemies, giving their adversaries
control over them (v. 28). Then, when
the Israelites turned and cried out to the Lord, He heard from heaven and many
times, in His abundant mercies, delivered them (v. 28). He also warned them to obey His commandments
again (v. 29). However, the Israelites
once again defiantly sinned against God (v. 28). This pattern is reminiscent of the behavior
of the Israelites described in the Book of Judges: Israel's sinfulness - God's
discipline - Israel's cry for help (supplication) - God raising up judges to
rescue the Israelites.
In today's passage, Nehemiah 9:28-30, we must pay
attention to two words: "again" (vv. 28, 29) and "many" (vv.
28, 30). Just like the Israelites who,
after obtaining peace, "again" committed evil before the Lord (vv. 27-28),
we, as God's people, are often obstinate and unyielding, repeatedly falling
into sin. Despite this, God, in His
abundant mercy, saved them (delivered them) when they cried out in distress (v.
28). Furthermore, God forgave them for
"many years" (v. 30). The God
of Israel is a long-suffering God who endures for many years. Our God, once again, not only forgave them for
their repeated sins but also extended His abundant mercy to save them. He
forgave the sinners, the Israelites, and He did so with great patience, for our
God is a God of great mercy (vv. 27, 28, 31). Therefore, God did not utterly destroy or
forsake the Israelites (v. 31).
Our great merciful God is a God who is deeply troubled
in His heart. Look at Judges 10:16 -
"... And he could bear Israel's
misery no longer." God, who is
troubled in His heart, why is His heart troubled? The reason is the "misery" of His
children, us. Just as a father cannot
bear to see his children in pain and suffering, our Heavenly Father is troubled
in His heart when He sees our misery. He
is a God who cannot endure seeing us in pain any longer due to our misery. What's truly remarkable is that He endures and
endures, even as He sees our repeated sins. Why does God endure and bear witness to our
children's sins? The reason is because
He desires His kindness to lead us to repentance (Rom. 2:4).
Yet, our God did not hesitate to be troubled in His
heart by allowing His only begotten Son, Jesus Christ, to bear the weight of
all our sins, yours and mine. He did not
hesitate when He saw the "misery" of the cross of His only begotten
Son, Jesus Christ. He did not delay but
rather, He allowed Jesus Christ to be crucified. Why did He do this? It was because He was troubled in His heart
over the misery of hell, the place we deserved to go. He could bear it no longer, so He caused His
only begotten Son, Jesus Christ, to descend into hell for three days (as stated
in the Apostles' Creed, "He descended into hell"). In doing so, He made Jesus Christ experience
the misery of hell on our behalf. Can
you see Jesus with these wounds of great mercy?
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