“My heart is steadfast, O God”
[Psalms 57]
This Monday morning,
I was at home with my youngest daughter Karis, and we watched a cartoon called
“Cailou”. While watching the cartoon, we
saw a child named Cailou planted a tree with his father and worried about the
tree because the wind was blowing. At
that time, Cailou's father came to help Cailou by bringing a still and tied it
with the tree so that the planted tree wouldn’t be shaken. That scene came into my mind during the Mother’s
Day morning prayer meeting. As I thought
about the scene, I thought of becoming the stick that was tied together next to
the tree to my children at home. In
other words, I prayed to God that I should be strong support for my children
like that stick so that they will not be shaken.
After reading the book ‘Who is the Father?’(by
Jong Yoon Kim), there were these two writings among the readers’ reviews: ‘I
know the preciousness of my father but I overlook. Although I hate him, I think of him as a
precious person who gives me strong support so I placed him in my heart. … It
was a good book that reminded me of the preciousness and gratitude of my father
which I didn’t think about.’ ‘The
support of life, the father (Gunjong Jo): The father is the one who was not
close in my life but protected me with great support’ (Internet). As I read this readers’ reviews, I felt that
despite hating or not close to many fathers' relationships with their sons (or
daughters), the fathers were precious people and strong support to their
children. Therefore, we must be strong
support for our children, just as our father of faith are strong support for
us. What must we do to do that? Our
hearts must be steadfast. If we look at
Psalms 57:7, we can see the psalmist David determined like this: “My heart is
steadfast, O God, my heart is steadfast; I will sing, yes, I will sing
praises!” Here, the word “steadfast”
means ‘to settle the mind, has a steadfast, fixed, (belief, etc.), and
immovable. In other words, it wasn't
simply determined, it was confirmed. He
decided and determined that there was nothing else. This means that this is only hope and the
only way.
‘The life of the
person who made up his mind is happy.
The difference between a
shaking life and a
fixed life is big like the difference between happiness and unhappiness.
Fear comes to those
who can’t make up their mind. There is
no fear for those who made
up their mind. It is because there is no regret. It is a fixed heart that there is no regret.
…
Our minds must be fixed
and focused in one place. If a
believer's heart is fluctuating,
he cannot please
God. The faith of the saints must be fixed on God. When my faith in
God is shaken, then
I cannot live a life full of grace’ (Internet).
I would like to
receive three lessons that the believers whose hearts have been steadfast do
when they are in crisis and adversity, under the headline “My heat is
steadfast, O God”, based on Psalms 57:7.
First, the believers whose hearts are steadfast
take refuge in crisis and adversity.
Look at Psalms 57:1
– “Be gracious to me, O God, be gracious to me, For my soul takes refuge in
You; And in the shadow of Your wings I will take refuge Until destruction
passes by.” The psalmist David took
refuge in the Lord because of the destruction that came upon him. What was that destruction? It was Saul's persecution. As the title says, Psalms 57 is a poem that
David wrote when he was in a cave. David
was running away from King Saul because of Saul's persecution. Interestingly, the word “Al-taschith” on the
title means “Do not destroy.” In verse
4, David described his situation like this: “My soul is among lions; I must lie
among those who breathe forth fire, Even the sons of men, whose teeth are
spears and arrows And their tongue a sharp sword.” The reason why David described his enemies,
that were Saul and his people, as “lions” was because they tried to harm David
with such cruelty (Park). They prepared
a net for David's steps (v. 6). So David
poured out his heart by saying “My soul is bowed down” (v. 6). Eventually, he took refuge in the Lord when
he was at the crossroads of life and death to the point of being destroyed by
Saul, the disaster that came upon him.
David took refuge in Him until disaster passed by (v. 1).
So where did David
take refuge? He took refuge in the
shadow of the Lord’s wings. The word
‘taking refuge in the shadow of the Lord’s wings’ is a metaphor, meaning that
God’s protection for the saints is like the wings that a hen embraces and
protects its chick (Park). This parable
appears in several places in the Bible, and among them is Deuteronomy 32:11-12. This is what God said to Moses: “Like an
eagle that stirs up its nest, That hovers over its young, He spread His wings
and caught them, He carried them on His pinions. The LORD alone guided him, And there was no
foreign god with him.” Just as an eagle
shakes its nest, drops its eaglet, flutters over its eaglet, spreads its wings
to receive the eaglet, and carries it on its wings, sometime when we are so
comfortable in our home, God shakes our homes, dropping us like a mother eagle
pushing her eaglet from the high nest on a sheer cliff. At that time, we struggle to get out of that
crisis as if the eaglet’s instinct is to lift its head up and to try to fly
with its’ wings in order not to fall to the ground. However, in spite of such desperate
struggles, there are times when we see ourselves keep on falling, just as the
eaglet falling helplessly toward the ground.
Just like the moment just before hitting the ground, the mother eagle
flew toward the eaglet, carrying the eaglet on its wings and flying back to the
nest, our God saves us and guides us.
Second, the believers whose hearts are steadfast
cry out to God in crisis and adversity.
Look at Psalms 57:2
– “I will cry to God Most High, To God who accomplishes all things for
me.” David made God his refuge in the
midst of disaster and took refuge in Him and cried out to God. In David's prayer as he trusted in Him, we
need to think about the object of his prayer, that is God.
(1) The God David trusted in his prayer was “God Most
High”.
Look at Psalms 57:2
again – “I will cry to God Most High, To God who accomplishes all things for
me.” In one way or another, it can be
said that David looked to God Most High and cried out to Him when he was in the
lowest place. Just as the eaglet falls
from its nest and sees its mother eagle before hitting the ground and screams
'help me', the deeper we fall into the pit of calamity, the more we cry out,
looking at God Most High, knowing that we have no hope but only the Lord. An example is prophet Jonah. In the book of Jonah, Jonah went down to
Tarshish by boat, and went further down to the deep sea in a great fish, But he
prayed that he decided to look again toward the temple of the Lord (Jon.2:4).
(2) The God David trusted in his prayer was “God who
accomplishes all things for me”.
Look at Psalms 57:2
again – “I will cry to God Most High, To God who accomplishes all things for
me.” God Most High is the God who
accomplishes His will for us. David
cried out to this God. Look at Isaiah
14:24, 27 – “The LORD of hosts has sworn saying, "Surely, just as I have
intended so it has happened, and just as I have planned so it will stand, … For
the LORD of hosts has planned, and who can frustrate it? And as for His
stretched-out hand, who can turn it back?”
What is the Lord's will for us? What
are His thoughts? What is His plan? It is our “salvation”.
(3) The God David trusted in his prayer was ‘God who is
loving and true God’.
Look at Psalms 57:3
– “He will send from heaven and save me; He reproaches him who tramples upon me
Selah God will send forth His lovingkindness and His truth.” David cried out to God Most High, the Lord
who fulfills His will for David, with assurance of salvation. How did David convinced that the Lord would
save him? He was convinced that God
would send forth “His lovingkindness and His truth” from heaven and save him
from the slander that would devour him.
What does it mean? This is a
poetic expression that personifies and speaks of God's loving and truthful act
of salvation (Park). Our Lord is loving
and faithful, and in fulfilling His will that is our salvation, He faithfully
fulfills His will only with His love. We
have no merit. Only by His
lovingkindness and truth, we are saved.
Third and last, the believers whose hearts are
steadfast glorify God in crisis and adversity.
Look at Psalms
57:5, 11 – “Be exalted, O God, above the heavens; let your glory be over all
the earth. … Be exalted, O God, above the heavens; let
your glory be over all the earth.” How
did David glorify God? David glorified
God by praising Him. Look at verses
7b-9: “… I will sing and make
music. Awake, my soul! Awake, harp and
lyre! I will awaken the dawn. I will
praise you, O Lord, among the nations; I will sing of you among the peoples.” How was David able to glorify God by praising
God at the crossroads of life and death?
That was because David's heart was steadfast (v. 7). What is a steadfast heart? Dr. Park said three things: (1) Those with a
steadfast heart are determined to die.
David was determined to die and prepared his heart for it. (2) Those with steadfast heart are prepared
to do all good. The peculiarity of a
fool is a person without preparation. He
is always unrest without a certain goal.
But the saints move with their prepared mind. (3) Those with steadfast heart trust in the
Lord and courageous. We must always look
to the Lord, wait, pray, and accept Him in our hearts. What does it mean to accept the Lord in our
hearts? That is, as promised in the
Bible, that God will walk with the believers.
Those believers who have steadfast heart are assured of God's salvation
under any circumstances and earnestly want the glory of God to be exalted over
the world. Even though we are getting smaller,
and we may be in an situation of hardship and adversity, I earnestly hope and
pray that the glory of God will be covered all over the world as water covers
the sea. David praised Him because he
was grateful to the Lord, even though the disaster was upon him (v. 8). What was the reason? It was because he experienced His great
lovingkindness and truth that was sent by God (v. 3). Therefore, I hope and pray that we, like
David, can confess, “For Your lovingkindness is great to the heavens And Your
truth to the clouds” (v. 10).
On Sunday
afternoon, I visited the nursing home to see Grandma Jang Eul-soo of our
church. I told Grandma Jang,'Grandma,
you are beautiful'. The reason I said
that to her was because I saw little Jesus in her. I saw little Christ in her when she showed me
an example of faith by praising the Lord with thanksgiving and by memorizing
Psalms 23, the Lord's Prayer and the Apostles' Creed. I thought she was beautiful woman in God’s
perspective when I saw her crying out to God earnestly and glorifying Him by praising
Him with steadfast heart toward the Savior Jesus who was her only hope at the
crossroads of life and death. Following
her example, I also want to praise God with thanksgiving with steadfast heart
until I die.
Praying that my heart will be steadfast toward
the Lord, and that I will be raised as a reliable support for my children and
fellow brothers and sisters in Christ,
James Kim
(After praising the gospel songs “Thee O Lord
among the people” and “As The Waters Cover The Sea” to God during Wednesday
night prayer meeting)
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