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고난은 기회입니다. (6)

"고난의 유익은 그 고난을 통하여 내가 하나님 보시기에 그릇행하였다는 것을 깨닫는 것과 하나님의 법을 배우게 된 것과 이제부터 하나님의 말씀을 지키게 된 것입니다(시 119:67, 71). 이러한 깨달음(나의 죄)과 배움(하나님의 말씀)과 지킴( 말씀 순종)이 없는 고난은 무익합니다." 1. 깨달음: 교만함(시119:69), 그릇 행함(67절), 마음의 살찜과 기름덩이(70절) [마음에 지방을 제거하라!: https://blog.naver.com/kdicaprio74/150112959844] 2. 배움: 자녀들의 위기를 통해 저는 선하신 주님께서(68절) 저를 선대하사(65절) 가르쳐주신(68절) 시편 63편 3절 말씀과 베드로전서 5장 10절 말씀을 배우게 되었습니다(71절). [20년 전 이 아빠의 품에 잠든 사랑하는 첫째 아기 주영이를 추모하면서 ... : https://blog.naver.com/kdicaprio74/221262767368] [금년 2019년 한 해를 영원히 과거로 보내기에 앞서 ...: https://blog.naver.com/kdicaprio74/221756284213] 3. 지킴: https://youtu.be/i6TfokavYN4?si=P1E4vvk_bnPOvabx

I have put countless obstacles in front of my wife.

I have put countless obstacles in front of my wife.

 

 

 

I have put obstacles in front of my wife countless times during the 27 years I have been married to her.  Before I got married, I had committed myself to love my wife with the love of Jesus and become a stepping stone between the Lord and my wife as I grew closer to Jesus and became like Him.  However, in reality, I have put obstacles in front of my wife countless times and caused her to stumble.  Furthermore, as a father of three children, I have put obstacles in front of my three children countless times and caused them to be discouraged. In particular,  I did not love my wife, but rather hated her, and I fought with her, putting obstacles in front of my three children.  Nevertheless, the amazing grace of God said that my beloved children did not feel bitter toward me.  If I were their parent, I would have felt bitter enough.  Parents should be stepping stones for their children to come closer to the Lord, but even though I am an obstacle, the Lord is allowing my three children to grow in Him.  I cannot understand this at all with my reason.  All I believe is that the Lord loves my three children more than my wife and I.  So the Lord uses parents like my husband and I, who are very lacking, foolish, and sinful, to personally raise Dillon, Yeri, and Karis, whom the Lord loves, and to help them grow in Him. I am not only not confident that I will be able to serve as a stepping stone for my beloved wife and three children in the future, but I will certainly commit the sin of putting obstacles in their path again and again.  Nevertheless, the Lord, who is rich in mercy, grace, and love, will continue to build our family as a family centered on Him.  Jesus Christ, who is the true stepping stone, will lead and guide me, my wife, and my three children to come closer to the Lord.  With this faith, I pray that the gift of grace that the Lord has entrusted to me will allow me to serve my beloved wife and three children with love, humility, and wisdom, as guided by the Holy Spirit.

 

 

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