2025 인터넷 사역 한국으로 다섯째날을 뒤돌아보면서 하나님께 감사드리는 이유: 1. 하늘에 계신 우리 하나님 아버지께서 우리 자녀들을 어느 누구보다 사랑하고 계시기에 2. 하나님이 사랑하시는 어린아이들과 주님의 사랑으로 즐겁게 교제할 수 있었기에 3. 비록 돈은 좀 많이 뜯겼지만 사랑하는 아이들과 장난치고 팔씨름하고 농담하고 웃고 사진도 같이 찍고 포용까지 하였기에 ㅎ 4. 주님께서 사랑의 추억을 또 만들어 주셨기에 5. 사랑하는 멘토 목사님 부부에게 귀하고 크고 찐한 사랑을 받아서 6. 비록 1년에 한번씩 밖에 직접 만나 볼수밖에 없지만 성령님께서 주님 안에서 사랑의 마음을 조금이나마 서로에게 표현할 수 있게 해주셔서 7. 비록 그 사랑의 표현을 겸손히 감사하는 마음으로 받지 못할 수도 있다 할지라도 그 사랑의 마음만은 찐하게 감사하기에 8. 평생 처음으로 인터넷 사역 한국으로를 감당하면서 달리기 100미터를 10초에 뛴 것 같은 느낌이 들정도였지만 추격자를 따 돌리는데 성공한 도망자가 된 것 같았기에 ㅎㅎ 9. 우리 각 가정에 고충들이 있다 할지라도 주님께서 도와주셔서 화목케하고 계시기에 10. 보고 또 보고 싶은 사랑의 사랑하는 사람들로 인해 마음이 더욱더 부자가 되었기에. 하하.
I have put countless
obstacles in front of my wife.
I have put obstacles in front of my wife countless times during the 27
years I have been married to her. Before
I got married, I had committed myself to love my wife with the love of Jesus
and become a stepping stone between the Lord and my wife as I grew closer to
Jesus and became like Him. However, in
reality, I have put obstacles in front of my wife countless times and caused
her to stumble. Furthermore, as a father
of three children, I have put obstacles in front of my three children countless
times and caused them to be discouraged. In particular, I did not love my wife, but rather hated her,
and I fought with her, putting obstacles in front of my three children. Nevertheless, the amazing grace of God said
that my beloved children did not feel bitter toward me. If I were their parent, I would have felt
bitter enough. Parents should be
stepping stones for their children to come closer to the Lord, but even though
I am an obstacle, the Lord is allowing my three children to grow in Him. I cannot understand this at all with my
reason. All I believe is that the Lord
loves my three children more than my wife and I. So the Lord uses parents like my husband and
I, who are very lacking, foolish, and sinful, to personally raise Dillon, Yeri,
and Karis, whom the Lord loves, and to help them grow in Him. I am not only not
confident that I will be able to serve as a stepping stone for my beloved wife
and three children in the future, but I will certainly commit the sin of
putting obstacles in their path again and again. Nevertheless, the Lord, who is rich in mercy,
grace, and love, will continue to build our family as a family centered on Him.
Jesus Christ, who is the true stepping
stone, will lead and guide me, my wife, and my three children to come closer to
the Lord. With this faith, I pray that
the gift of grace that the Lord has entrusted to me will allow me to serve my
beloved wife and three children with love, humility, and wisdom, as guided by
the Holy Spirit.
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