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The Lord who gives peace to the afflicted heart "He was oppressed and afflicted, yet he did not open his mouth; he was led like a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is silent, so he did not open his mouth" (Isaiah 53:7). I was afflicted. My heart was painful and heavy. Whenever I think of her whom I love in the Lord, I was very stressed and I had a sour stomach. It was painful for me to see her suffering so much. I didn’t know what to do and how to help her so I prayed for her. But even while I was praying for her, my heart continued to be heavy and painful. Sometimes it was so hard to see her going through painful moments of her life. And I had the urge to avoid her. Although I knew in my head that she was the one who was suffering the most, but my heart was so painful that I even had a selfish idea of avoiding her. I even thought ...