Every morning when I open my eyes, I confess, “The sovereignty over my life today belongs not to me, but solely to the will of God, who sent me to my family, my workplace, and my church.” Passively surrendering my entire life to the leading of the Holy Spirit and quietly walking forward in obedience—this very obedience is the most noble, valuable, and genuine food that nourishes my soul.
Every morning when I open my eyes, I confess, “The
sovereignty over my life today belongs not to me, but solely to the will of
God, who sent me to my family, my workplace, and my church.” Passively
surrendering my entire life to the leading of the Holy Spirit and quietly
walking forward in obedience—this very obedience is the most noble, valuable,
and genuine food that nourishes my soul.
“In the meantime His disciples urged
Him, saying, ‘Rabbi, eat.’ But He said to them, ‘I have food to eat of which
you do not know.’ Therefore the disciples said to one another, ‘Has anyone
brought Him anything to eat?’ Jesus said to them, ‘My food is to do the will of
Him who sent Me, and to finish His work.’” (John 4:31–34)
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Today, I would like to meditate only on
John 4:25–30, the fourth section of John 4:3–42, which records Jesus’
conversation with the Samaritan woman. When
I read verses 25–30 in both Korean and Greek, the first expression that caught
my attention was the short phrase at the beginning of verse 31: “Ἐν τῷ μεταξύ”
(en tō metaxy). The Korean Revised
Version translates this as “in the meantime.”
Here, “in the meantime” refers to the brief interval while Jesus was
conversing with the Samaritan woman—the very moment when she left her water jar
and went into the town to proclaim the good news, before the townspeople
arrived. Why did this expression attract
my attention? In verse 8, the apostle
John writes, “For His disciples had gone away into the city to buy food.” Then, in verse 27, he records, “At this point
His disciples came, and they marveled that He talked with a woman; yet no one
said, ‘What do You seek?’ or, ‘Why are You talking with her?’” Verse 8 tells us that Jesus was alone when He
asked the Samaritan woman to give Him a drink of water, because His disciples
had gone into the town to buy food. This
was Jesus’ deliberate choice to remain alone. At that time, it was considered taboo for a
Jewish man to converse alone with a Samaritan, particularly a Samaritan woman. Had the disciples been present, the disciples’
scrutiny and the prevailing social prejudices might have made it difficult for
this conversation to begin. Jesus sent
His disciples into the town and deliberately created an environment in which He
could have a deep, uninterrupted conversation with the Samaritan woman
(Internet). According to the strict
conventions of Jewish society at that time, a rabbi or teacher engaging in an
extended conversation with a woman in the street or another public place was
also considered highly inappropriate. Moreover,
the woman was a Samaritan, a member of a people whom the Jews despised and with
whom they would not associate. Because
this scene was utterly beyond the disciples’ understanding, they were deeply
shocked and found it astonishing. In
other words, they could not understand Jesus’ actions because of their own
cultural prejudices and preconceived notions (“The Disciples’ Prejudice and
Silence”). Yet Jesus completely broke
through those preconceived barriers—the barrier between Jews and Samaritans and
the barrier between men and women—and focused solely on the work of saving one
soul. Then, in the brief interval after
the Samaritan woman left her water jar and went into the town to proclaim the
good news, while the townspeople had not yet arrived, the disciples urged
Jesus, “Rabbi, eat” (v. 31). What lesson
does the expression “in the meantime” teach us?
(a) Here,
“in the meantime” refers to the very moment when the Samaritan woman,
transformed by encountering the True Light, left her water jar behind as though
throwing away something worthless and hurried into the town to bring the people
to Jesus. At the same time, it refers to
the very brief and urgent spiritual interval during which only the Lord and His
disciples remained before the townspeople came streaming toward Jesus. The following three redemptive-historical
principles and practical applications for the lives of all believers and those
entrusted with a mission today have been organized by artificial intelligence
through this temporal and spatial device that the apostle John introduces with
the phrase “in the meantime” (Internet):
1. First
Lesson: From the Beginning, the Lord Carefully Designs the “In-Between” Space
Emptied of Human Prejudice (Jn. 4:31)
The Time When Human
Standards Came to a Halt: The disciples were trapped in a
Jewish-centered paradigm, just as Nicodemus had been in the religious
establishment of Chapter 3, believing, “We have found the Messiah.” They could see only the outward scene of the
Lord speaking with a Samaritan woman, and they stood there astonished, their
mouths hanging open (1:41; 3:1; 4:27). If
the disciples’ cultural prejudices and preconceived notions had continued to
dominate the scene at the well, the Samaritan woman would have been unable to
unbolt the door of her heart, for fear of the condemning eyes of others.
Biblical Principle (The
Law of Emptying): When God carries out His work of
salvation, He perfectly orchestrates a “holy void and gap [metaxy (μεταξύ)]”
(v. 31) in which His divine sovereignty alone works, completely unhindered by
human beings’ shallow calculations and impatience intruding into the very midst
of His work. He does this by sending the
disciples into the town, thereby clearing the space (v. 8), and by allowing the
woman to hurry away to proclaim the gospel (v. 28). This teaches us that only when the barriers of
false righteousness built up by human beings have been thoroughly torn down and
emptied can God’s heavenly work that truly gives life to people—namely, the
baptism of the Holy Spirit—finally begin (2:19, 21; 3:12, 34).
2. Second
Lesson: While Believers Are Bound to Earthly “Food,” the Lord Hungers for the
“Food of Saving Souls” (Jn. 4:8, 27, 31)
The disciples’ earthly
perspective → “To buy food” [τροφὰς ἀγοράσωσιν (trophas
agorasōsin), v. 8]: The disciples had walked along dusty roads under the
scorching midday sun. They saw only the
physical reality of their exhausted Lord, who was weary from the journey (v.
6). Consequently, their entire attention
was fixed on entering the town to buy visible, physical “food” [τροφάς
(trophas)] to satisfy their bodily hunger (vv. 8, 31).
The Lord’s heavenly
perspective → Living water that causes the soul to be
born again (vv. 32–34): Yet, during that very interval when the disciples
offered Jesus earthly bread by saying, “Rabbi, eat,” there was another kind of
food that consumed the Lord’s entire being.
Instead of seeking rest because He was weary (v. 6), the Lord had sought
out and rescued the soul of one Samaritan woman who was withering away in shame
and condemnation (1:43; 3:16; 4:4). Through her, He was now preparing to bring an
entire town before the True Light. The
Lord was partaking of the satisfying “food of saving souls.” He was so fully
engaged in this work that He had completely forgotten His physical hunger and
fatigue (3:21; 4:34).
3. Third
Principle: The Life of Every Believer Should Become a “Hidden Place of Sacred
Encounter” That Breaks Down Human Barriers and Leads Wandering Souls into the
Lord’s Holy Embrace, Bringing Them Together in Unity
Practical application
→ “Throw away the world’s water jars as rubbish and stand as a true worshiper”:
The Samaritan woman encountered the voice of the self-existent God, who
declared, “I who speak to you am He” (Jn. 4:26). She boldly left behind at the well the water
jar she had been so attached to and carried around while avoiding people’s
eyes—a jar interpreted here as a symbol of her former self—and ran into the
town. This great act of obedience took
place in the “in-between” space, metaxy (μεταξύ) (vv. 28–29).
Today, all believers must
also joyfully overturn the world’s false tables of status and rank:
denominational boundaries, reputations assigned by society, and competitions
based on material wealth. We should
regard all our human qualifications and ministerial experience, which we use to
prove ourselves, as rubbish, just as Philippians 3:8 teaches. In the “hidden place of encounter,” where only
the Lord and we are face-to-face, we must transparently confess our
faults—including the shame associated with the five husbands—and recover the
posture of bowing before the Father in spirit and truth (4:17–18, 23–24).
When we move beyond
buildings centered on a physical location and are united one-to-one with Jesus
Christ, the true Holy of Holies and the true Temple, continually enjoying
eternal life as a present reality (2:19, 21; 3:36; 1 Jn. 5:12), our everyday
lives will be transformed into clear and faithful channels of proclamation. Through us, the victorious invitation “Come
and see” will resound boldly to souls throughout the world (Jn. 1:23; 4:29; Eph.
5:27). I firmly believe this will be so.
A Final Exegetical
Summary of “In the Meantime” in John 4:31
Immediately
after recording the disciples’ astonishment (v. 27) and the woman’s leaving her
water jar behind (v. 28), the apostle John introduces the short interval
expressed by “Ἐν τῷ μεταξύ” (en tō metaxy, “in the meantime”) and records the
scene in which the disciples ask the Lord for food (v. 31). The interpretation presented here is that
John uses this brief temporal interval to demonstrate the Creator’s divine
omniscience and majesty in protecting the purity of the gospel by completely shutting
out human preconceptions and the boundaries of competition between religious
groups. In contrast to the disciples’
limited earthly reasoning, which is preoccupied with physical food, the Father
follows the timetable of His mission established from the beginning, surely
seeking out the thirsty souls of Samaria and bringing them to new birth. In this way, He fulfills His redeeming love
through the food of His mission (3:16, 34; 4:4, 23, 34). Therefore, Victory Presbyterian Church
and all its members, who joyfully cast away the heavy water jars of the world
as rubbish, walk boldly into the light according to the truth (4:28; Phil. 3:8),
and transparently submit their innermost selves to the sovereign God in the
intimate sanctuary of the heart, are taught to continually enjoy, with the joy
of a completed victory, the complete sovereign victory of the New Covenant. The One who has utterly broken the power of
Hades is continually preparing the Church as the spotless and glorious Bride of
Jesus the Bridegroom (Mt. 16:18; Eph. 5:27; 1 Jn. 5:12) (Internet).
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Second, I would like to meditate on Jesus’
words to the disciples, who had urged Him, “Rabbi, eat” [Ῥαββεί, φάγε (Rhabbei,
phage), Jn. 4:31]. Jesus answered, “I
have food to eat of which you do not know” [Ἐγὼ βρῶσιν ἔχω φαγεῖν ἣν ὑμεῖς οὐκ
οἴδατε (Egō brōsin echō phagein hēn hymeis ouk oidate), v. 32]. What especially stands out to me is that,
after hearing Jesus’ words in verse 32, the disciples said to one another, “Has
anyone brought Him anything to eat?” [Μή τις ἤνεγκεν αὐτῷ φαγεῖν (Mē tis
ēnenken autō phagein?)]. Their question
makes it even clearer that Jesus had food of which the disciples knew nothing. We, too, learn that we should follow Jesus’
example and possess a kind of food that our family members and the people
around us do not know about. What,
specifically, is the lesson we should learn?
1. First
Reality: The True Food That Satisfies Us Is to Stop Insisting on Our Own Will
and Obey the Will of the God Who Sent Us (Jn. 4:34)
The
first and most fundamental food that believers should receive is not earthly
food that satisfies
our
desires.
The
Substance of the Food, as Directly Explained by the Lord: In
the very next verse, verse 34, the Lord clearly explains the identity of the
food that the disciples did not know about: “Jesus said to them, ‘My food is to
do the will of Him who sent Me and to accomplish His work.’”
Application
to the Lives of All Believers: The Pharisees and the
Jews fed themselves by relying on the religious privileges and titles they had
accumulated over 46 years—their own religious table of status and entitlement (2:15,
20; 3:10). However, true believers whom
God seeks joyfully and completely overturn, before the cross, their prideful
desire to control the pendulum of life according to their own strength and
plans. Each morning, as they open their
eyes, they confess, “The sovereignty over my life today belongs not to me, but
solely to the will of God, who sent me into my family, workplace, and church.” They then passively yield their entire lives
to the leading of the Holy Spirit, their Commander, and quietly walk in
obedience. This principle affirms that
obedience itself is the noblest, most valuable, and genuine food that nourishes
the soul (3:17, 34; Rom. 8:14; Phil. 3:8).
2. Second
Reality: Food That Never Runs Dry Is Found in Refusing to Seek Our Own Comfort
and Embracing and Saving One Lost Soul (Jn. 4:8, 32)
People
in the world thirst so desperately for food that satisfies material desires and
bodily comfort that they stake their lives on it. Believers, however, receive true spiritual
vitality when they participate in giving life to souls.
The
contrast between the disciples’ bread and the Lord’s food:
The disciples had walked along dusty wilderness roads under the scorching
midday sun. Because they saw only the
physical reality of their Lord, who was completely exhausted, their attention
was occupied entirely with physical food.
Yet, during that brief interval, the Lord brought the heart of the
Samaritan woman—who was withering away in the darkness and shame associated
with her five husbands—under the healing work of the True Light and brought her
to new birth. The Lord tasted the
profound fullness of resurrection life as one soul received salvation and came
to possess eternal life as a present reality (Jn. 3:36; 1 Jn. 5:12). Because He was so fully engaged in this work,
He was able to forget His physical hunger completely.
Application
to the lives of all believers: The different kind of
food that all believers should demonstrate to people in the world today is this
very joy of seeing souls saved. We
should joyfully cast away as rubbish the world’s water jars—the things we use
to satisfy our own circumstances and interests (Jn. 4:28; Phil. 3:8)—and
embrace in prayer the complicated lives of our family members, coworkers, and
wounded neighbors. In the hidden
place beneath the fig tree, where no one sees us, we should willingly kneel in
tears and labor to serve souls by filling them to the brim with the living Word
of the Holy Spirit, which is supplied without measure and without weighing
people on a scale. Please believe
that when we allow ourselves to be spent so that others may receive life, the
heavenly spring of water and eternal rest poured out from above will
continually fill our hearts.
3. Third
Principle: We Must Enjoy Divine Self-Sufficiency as a Present Reality, Without
Entrusting Our Hearts to Other People’s Opinions (Jn. 3:29)
The rest that the world
does not know: When the disciples could not see any
bread in front of them, they murmured within the limits of their human
calculations, asking, “Has anyone brought Him anything to eat?” (Jn. 4:33). In this way, the world’s value system and the
Pharisaic system always try to bind our identity to conditions, circumstances,
and people’s opinions—the seats of honor at a banquet ( 2:9; 24–25).
Application to the lives
of all believers: Yet, within the hearts of believers who
have been born again of God through the baptism of the Holy Spirit, the
assurance of salvation that abundantly overcomes the world has already been
firmly established, as a completed reality (Mt. 16:18; Jn. 19:30; 1 Jn. 5:4). This resembles the great contentment of John
the Baptist. Even when his disciples were leaving him, he rejoiced in the fact
that he could hear the bridegroom’s voice, declaring in effect, “My joy has
already become complete simply by hearing the bridegroom’s voice” (Jn. 3:26,
29–30). All believers should live by
boldly demonstrating, in every moment of life, the spiritual confidence that
comes from being completely satisfied in Jesus Christ alone. He declares, “I who speak to you am He,” and
dwells within us as King (4:26, 32). We should not seek validation from those
around us, even when they fail to recognize our efforts and our circumstances
are harsh.
A
Final Exegetical Summary of “Food That the World Does Not Know About” in John
4:31–33
When
the disciples offered Jesus physical food, He declared, “I have food to eat of
which you do not know” (vv. 31–32). The
disciples, confined to earthly calculations, then murmured among themselves,
asking who might have brought Him something to eat (v. 33). The interpretation presented here is that
this scene demonstrates the Creator’s divine omniscience in protecting the
purity of the gospel by completely shutting out the limitations of human
reasoning and the boundaries of established religious privilege. In contrast to humanity’s shallow interest in
physical bread alone, Jesus fulfills the Father’s redeeming love by perfectly
obeying God’s will and seeking out the thirsty soul of a Samaritan woman to
save her. He accomplishes this through
the food of His mission (3:16, 34; 4:4, 23, 34). Therefore, Victory Presbyterian Church and
all its members, who joyfully cast away the heavy water jars of material wealth
and worldly reputation as rubbish, walk boldly into the light according to the
truth (4:28; Phil. 3:8), and transparently submit their hearts and mission to
the sovereignty of the self-existent God (Jn. 2:19; 4:26), are taught to
continually enjoy eternal life as a present reality, with the joy of the
completed victory of the New Covenant. This
is the complete sovereign victory of the One who utterly destroys the power of
Hades and continually prepares the Church as the spotless and glorious Bride of
Jesus the Bridegroom (Mt. 16:18; Eph. 5:27; 1 Jn. 5:12) (Internet).
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Third and last, I would like to receive
the lesson taught by Jesus’ words: “My food is to do the will of Him who sent
Me, and to finish His work” [Ἐμὸν βρῶμά ἐστιν ἵνα ποιήσω τὸ θέλημα τοῦ
πέμψαντός με καὶ τελειώσω αὐτοῦ τὸ ἔργον (Emon brōma estin hina poiēsō to
thelēma tou pempsantos me kai teleiōsō autou to ergon)] (Jn. 4:34). In particular, I would like to meditate on
how the Son, Jesus Christ, completely fulfilled the will of God the Father, who
sent Him into the world, in connection with Jesus’ words from the cross, “It is
finished” [Τετέλεσται (Tetelestai)] (19:30), and with Philippians 2:6–8: “Who,
being in the form of God, did not consider it robbery to be equal with God, but
made Himself of no reputation, taking the form of a bondservant, and coming in
the likeness of men. And being found in
appearance as a man, He humbled Himself and became obedient to the point of
death, even the death of the cross.” When
we meditate on the truth that Jesus’ food was brought to its full completion
through His atoning death on the cross, what lessons does this give to us, His
disciples?
(a) The
true food that satisfied Jesus was not merely a moral lesson spoken in words (Jn.
4:34). It was the obedience by which He
laid aside His heavenly glory, took the form of a servant, emptied Himself, and
gave Himself up to the point of sitting exhausted beside a well in Samaria at
noon. Ultimately, through His atoning
death on the cross at the third Passover, He perfectly completed the Father’s
plan of salvation. This was the
fulfillment of love expressed through action (3:14, 16; 4:4, 6; 19:30; Phil. 2:6–8). The following three biblical principles and
practical applications have been organized by artificial intelligence to show
how this atoning obedience should be confessed and lived out today by all the
members of Victory Presbyterian Church and those entrusted with the Lord’s
mission (Internet):
1. First
Principle: True Food—Doing the Father’s Will—Begins When We Completely Empty
the Table of Our Pride (Phi. 2:6–7)
The self-emptying of the
incarnation and the principle of the gospel → ekenōsen (ἐκένωσεν):
The Greek word translated “made Himself of no reputation” or “emptied Himself”
in Philippians 2:7 is related to kenoō (κενόω). In the interpretation presented here, it means
completely pouring out and emptying oneself of the privileges and control that
had filled one’s life, as though discarding them as rubbish.
The Pharisees and the
Jewish religious authorities found security in the impressive size and status
of the Temple building they had constructed over forty-six years, as well as in
the deceptive food of their own biblical knowledge (Jn. 2:20; 3:2, 10; 4:1). The Lord completely overturned this table of
pride with His whip (John 2:15). He
Himself emptied Himself and thoroughly humbled Himself to meet a Samaritan
sinner, a person regarded as having no standing or qualifications.
Application to the lives
of all believers: The first heavenly food that all
believers should receive in their daily lives—in their families, workplaces,
and churches—is this very obedience of self-emptying. We must joyfully tear down before the cross
the barriers of human qualifications and privileges represented by claims such
as, “I hold this level of office in the church,” or, “I have accumulated this
many years of ministry experience.” We
must empty ourselves of the stubbornness characteristic of the Pharisees, who
trusted in their own strength and experience. At every moment, we must passively surrender
the steering wheel of our entire being to the will of God, who sent us (Jn.
1:20; 3:17, 34; Rom. 8:14). Then God
will begin to pour into our lives, like a waterfall, the boundless living water
of the Holy Spirit, which is not measured out on a scale (Jn. 3:34; 4:14).
2. Second
Principle: The Mission of Believers Is Not to Seek Personal Satisfaction but to
Carry Out the “Atoning Love of the Cross” as a Completed Work (Jn. 4:34; 19:30)
The food of completing
the work → teleiōsō (τελειώσω) → tetelestai (Τετέλεσται): In
John 4:34, the Lord speaks of His mission to “finish” God’s work [τελειώσω
(teleiōsō)]. The longing to fulfill this
mission is ultimately confirmed as God’s eternal and perfect guarantee of
salvation for the whole world through Jesus’ declaration from the cross: “It is
finished” [Τετέλεσται (tetelestai)]. With
a holy zeal that consumed His entire being, the Lord shed His blood and died on
the cross. Through this, He completely
and once for all removed our condemnation and spiritual thirst.
Application to the lives
of all believers: People in the world spend their lives
wandering in pursuit of false food: temporary material possessions that leave
them thirsty again, reputations and places of honor at banquets, and shallow
strokes of good fortune in daily life. But
the different kind of food that truly saved believers must demonstrate through
their lives is the practice of the atoning love of the cross. Just as the Lord brought one soul—the
Samaritan woman—to life and experienced fullness even while exhausted under the
scorching midday sun, we, too, must joyfully cast away our selfish water jars
as rubbish (Jn. 4:28; Phil. 3:8) and embrace in prayer the souls of our broken
and wounded family members and neighbors.
When we kneel in tears in the hidden place beneath the fig tree, unseen
by others, and quietly walk the narrow road of the cross, allowing ourselves to
be spent so that others may live, I firmly believe that the Lord will
continually fill the very center of our lives with the unfailing rest and joy
of eternal life.
3. Third
Principle: Carry the Assurance of the Complete Salvation the Lord Has Already
Won on the Cross, and Move Forward Boldly in the Unshakable Joy of Heaven (Jn.
19:30; 1 Jn. 5:4)
Contentment that
overcomes the power of Hades: When the disciples
could not see any physical bread before them, they murmured within the limits
of their human calculations, asking, “Has anyone brought Him anything to eat?”
(Jn. 4:33). Today, the systems of the
world and Pharisaic environments likewise try to shake believers’ identities by
confronting them with visible results, conditions, and barriers imposed by
their circumstances.
Application to the lives
of all believers: Yet, within the hearts of true
worshipers who have been born again of God through the baptism of the Holy
Spirit (Jn. 1:13, 33; 3:5; 4:23), the power of salvation that overcomes the
world is already alive as a completed reality (1 Jn. 3:9; 5:4). This resembles the great contentment with
which John the Baptist withdrew from the scene. Even when the disciples who had followed him
all departed to Jesus, he was satisfied, saying in effect, “My joy has already
been made completely full simply by hearing the bridegroom’s voice” (Jn. 3:26,
29–30). No matter how exhausting and
harsh the wilderness of reality may be, all believers possess the assurance
that Jesus Christ, who declares, “I who speak to you am He,” and reigns as King
within us, has already accomplished the whole work of salvation (4:26; 19:30). Therefore, we must not beg the world for
recognition. Instead, trusting completely in the Lord’s reign, we should boldly
demonstrate in our daily lives the victory of salvation already accomplished,
advancing with confidence as we proclaim, “Come and see.”
A
Final Exegetical Summary of “The Atonement of the Cross and the Fulfillment of
True Food” in John 4:34
The
mystery of Jesus’ declaration, “My food is to do the will of Him who sent Me,
and to finish His work” (v. 34), and His final declaration of victory from the
cross, “It is finished” (John 19:30), is connected to His incarnation and
humiliation. As Philippians declares, He
did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, but emptied Himself
and humbled Himself by taking the form of a servant, ultimately dying an
atoning death (Phil. 2:6–8). The interpretation
presented here is that this overturned every table of privilege and
qualification through which human beings try to establish their own
righteousness (Jn. 2:15; 3:4, 9). It
demonstrates that the true, satisfying heavenly food that gives life to souls
is completed only through God’s entirely free grace and gift from above, when
we cease relying on ourselves (4:10, 32; Eph. 2:8–9). Therefore, Victory Presbyterian Church and
all its members, who joyfully cast away the heavy water jars of material wealth
and worldly reputation as rubbish, walk boldly into the light according to the
truth (Jn. 4:28; Phil. 3:8), and submit their whole being to the sovereign
guidance of the self-existent God, who knows their innermost selves and
faults—including the shame associated with the five husbands—yet embraces them
without condemnation, are taught to continually enjoy eternal life as a present
reality. This is the complete sovereign
victory of the New Covenant: the Lord forever abolishes the power of Hades and
continues to prepare His people as the holy temple of the Holy Spirit and the
spotless, glorious Bride of Christ. (Internet)
(i)
When I meditate on Jesus’ food—“My food”
(Jn. 4:34)—I am reminded once again of the lesson that those who are sent
should fully carry out the will of the One who sends them. Just as Jesus, who was sent, fully fulfilled
the will of God the Father, who sent Him, the apostle Paul, who was sent by the
Lord, also fulfilled the will of the One who sent him. We, too, learn that, following Paul’s
example, fulfilling the will of the Lord who sent us should become our food. Among those who practiced this lesson, I
thought of Benjamin Schmolck (1672–1737), a German Lutheran pastor who wrote
the hymn “My Jesus, as Thou Wilt,” which is hymn number 549 in the New Korean
Hymnal. The reason I thought of him is
that, in 1704, when he was thirty-two years old, he and his wife returned home
from visiting church members and discovered that their house had burned
completely to the ground and that their two sons had been burned to death. After crying out in unbearable grief, he had a
vision of the Lord praying in the Garden of Gethsemane and wrote the hymn “Mein
Jesu, wie du willst” (“My Jesus, as You will”).
The confession expressed in the third verse—“Whether I live or die, let
it be according to Your will”—reveals his faith. I would like to consider more concretely the
lesson that those who are sent must fully carry out the will of the One who
sends them.
·
The confession that Pastor Schmolck made
on the ashes of his life, after his two sons had been burned to death, when he
encountered the Lord of Gethsemane and cried out, “Whether I live or die, let
it be according to Your will,” corresponds precisely to the true heavenly food
that the Lord received while sitting exhausted beside the Samaritan well (Jn.
4:6, 32, 34). The following three
practical principles have been organized by artificial intelligence to explain
how this sacred spiritual principle—those who are sent fully carrying out the
will of the One who sends them—should operate in the lives of all believers and
those entrusted with a mission today (Internet):
a. First
Principle: True Obedience Begins on the Ashes Where My Own Will Is Completely
Broken and Torn Down (Phil. 2:7–8)
The self-emptying of the
incarnation and Gethsemane: The reason the Son of God was able
to come into the world and fully accomplish God’s work was that, as Philippians
2:7–8 says, He laid aside His heavenly glory, took the form of a servant, and
completely emptied Himself. In the
Garden of Gethsemane, the Lord prayed, “Not My will, but Yours, be done.” He
completely subjected His own will to the cross, and His sweat became like great
drops of blood (Lk. 22:42, 44).
Application to the lives
of all believers: In our daily lives, we can easily become
trapped within the walls we build to protect “my will, my title, and the
comfort of my family”—our own human structures that we seek to make as enduring
as the Temple built over forty-six years (Jn. 2:20; 3:10; 4:1). Yet, at times, as in Pastor Schmolck’s life,
God leads us through a painful wilderness in which the earthly water jars we
have clung to and the tables of selfish schemes and expectations are completely
torn down (2:15; 4:15, 28). When we
stand before the declaration that our lives have been brought to ruin, we must completely
empty ourselves of our stubbornness and calculations. When we transparently confess, “Lord, even if
my plans collapse, may only the will of the Father who sent me flourish,” and
allow our old self to be torn down (1:20; 2:19; 3:17, 30, 34), the living
spring of the Holy Spirit, which never runs dry, will begin to surge within us
as a true power that overcomes the world (4:14; 1 Jn. 5:4).
b. Second
Principle: The Food of Those Entrusted with a Mission Is Not Their Own Comfort
but “Completing God’s Work Even Through Tears” (Jn. 4:34)
The fullness that
embraces fatigue and sorrow: Jesus walked along dusty wilderness
roads under the midday sun and became physically exhausted. Yet, as He fulfilled the Father’s mission of
bringing one Samaritan woman to life, He completely forgot His physical hunger
and fatigue (Jn. 4:6–7, 32). The apostle
Paul likewise regarded his own life and reputation as rubbish. Even while imprisoned in Rome and facing
death, he made fulfilling God’s mission to bring life to souls throughout Asia
and the Gentile world his true, satisfying food (Phil. 3:8).
Application to the lives
of all believers: People in the world place their lives
and hopes in temporary possessions, reputations, and worldly success, all of
which leave them thirsty again. But the
different kind of food that truly saved believers should receive and embody is
the practice of atoning love: embracing in prayer and continuing to care for
the souls entrusted to us—our family members, fellow members of the church, and
neighbors—even in moments of sorrow and deprivation (Jn. 3:16, 29, 35). Just as Pastor Schmolck composed a hymn to
comfort souls even amid the hellish pain of losing his children, we must seek
to demonstrate the living Lord’s presence and faithfulness through us, even
when our lives are broken open and torn down before His Word. Such a person is a true worshiper in spirit
and truth whom God seeks out and pursues throughout the whole world (2:19;
3:33; 4:23–24).
c. Third
Principle: Firmly Trust the Lord’s Faithful Covenant Promise—that He Has
Already Perfectly Completed the Mission of Salvation on the Cross—and Move
Forward Quietly and Steadfastly (Jn. 19:30)
The unshakable
contentment of heaven: The Lord’s declaration, “It is
finished,” from the cross eternally confirms that no suffering or power of
death that believers encounter on earth can ever separate them from the love of
God (Jn. 19:30; Rom. 8:39).
Application to the lives
of all believers: When the disciples could not see any
physical bread before them, they worried and hesitated within the limits of
their human calculations, asking, “Has anyone brought Him anything to eat?” (Jn.
4:33). Yet John the Baptist found
profound rest even in the moment of loss when all those who had followed him
departed. He declared that his joy was already completely full simply because
he could hear the bridegroom’s voice (3:26, 29–30). Even when all believers face the harsh
wilderness of life and trials as scorching as burning charcoal, they possess
the unshakable covenant assurance that the Lord, who declares, “I who speak to
you am He,” and reigns as King within them, has already covered all their
wounds and sorrows through the cross. Therefore,
we must not bind our identity to the world’s conditions. Instead, trusting
completely in God’s goodness, we should boldly proclaim the victory already
accomplished in Christ, declaring each day in the place where we live and
serve, “My Lord, let Your will be done,” and walking steadily forward in the
mission entrusted to us.
A
Final Redemptive-Historical and Exegetical Summary of John 4:34 and the Hymn
“My Jesus, as Thou Wilt”
The
mystery of Jesus’ declaration that His food was to do the will of the One who
sent Him and to finish His work (Jn. 4:34), and His faithful completion of
salvation through the final declaration of victory from the cross, “It is
finished,” is reflected in the message of the hymn written by Pastor Benjamin
Schmolck. Even amid the devastating
ashes of his home after losing his two sons, Schmolck confessed, “Whether I
live or die, let it be according to Your will,” expressing the secret of a hymn
united with the Lord of Gethsemane. The
interpretation presented here is that this divine work completely overturns
every table of privilege and every water jar through which human beings try to
fill their lives by their own strength. It
demonstrates that the true, satisfying heavenly food that gives life to souls
is completed only through the entirely free grace and gift that come from
above, when we cease relying on ourselves.
Therefore, Victory Presbyterian Church and all its members, who submit
their whole being to the sovereign guidance of the self-existent God, who knows
their innermost selves and faults—including the shame associated with the five
husbands—yet embraces them without condemnation, are taught to continually
enjoy eternal life as a present reality, with the joy of the complete sovereign
victory of the New Covenant. This is the
victory of the Lord who forever abolishes the power of Hades and continues to
prepare His people as the holy temple of the Holy Spirit and the spotless,
glorious Bride of Christ (Internet).
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